11/8/2010

Hoorayyy!!!

My idol Wong Lee Hom is going to release his new album soon

on this 13 August!!!

Release to d whole world at the same time..

I wn to ask daddy to buy for me if cn la..

He is comin to KL nxt wed ma..

Cant wait to c him agn!!

Lovely daddy!! Muackssss ♥♥♥

Jz came bac frm yam cha.. So FULL!!

Wf my hsemate, Kang Chun n his fren..

Who tumpang tidur in his room for 2 nights..

Hahaa..Female lagi tiam..

No wonder saw him slept on d sofa this early morning la..

i thought that he jz falling asleep so suddenly til cant crawled back to his bedroom

LOL!!!

Today, definitely errr..

Duno hw to say..

Chatted more thn 1 hr wf my best fren, Chiaw Li using skype

She's comin nxt tue..which means earlier thn dad 1 day..

As her best buddy, i had decided too....

U guys wil know it nxt week..

Ahhaa.. xD

My head..stil v pain..i duno y..frm morning to afternoon..

My fren said tat it is d side effect of taking the iron supplementary pills..

Cz d bone marrow is d place which produce red blood cell..

Ngam ngam hou is d place i kept complaining it was so pain!!! 

Grrr..headache, better go away frm my life faster la..

Took a nap..took a bath..thn sit in front of com til jz nw..

Even dinner i oso lazy took..bcoz i was skype+ing wf my family jz nw

FAMILY is IMPORTANT

some more i have no idea to eat wt for my dinner

so better jz skipped it 

=PPPP

2molo..isshh..hate la..

nid to stay up til so late..

to repalce for my nxt week prac class..

cz daddy is comin ma..so jz replace tat class on 2molo..

but nid to stay up til 6pm

some more duno gt who else is belong to that prac class..

LMAO!!

2molo, presentation discussion..

hope everything's wil run smoothly..

presentation on FRIDAY!! ><

Although i really have ntg to prepare..Y?

LAZY!!! xD

i hav no motivation to do d pm presentation at all la..

Cincai saja la..

Pass or fail ma..

easy..exam jz main tembak thn cn pass edi.. ><

Anyway, jz pray tat 2molo wil b a better day la..

Everything sun sun li li..Lets jia you for our PM presentation!!! Aza aza fighting!!

当他不再爱我时

当他不再爱你的时候
不要再给他发e-mail,不要再试图用文字唤起他的回忆，打动他的心，如果你的人不能打动他，那么即使你用文字感动他一回，换来片刻温存，温存过后大片的空白只能让你更难过．

当他不再爱你的时候
不要再关注他的生活，不要再关心他的一举一动，不要在夜晚凝望那个亮灯的窗口，幻想他在窗帘背后注视着你，他的生活就是他的生活，你的生活也只属于你，如果不需要分享，那么就独自承担悲欢．

当他不再爱你的时候
不要勉强自己出现在有他的场合，不需要在热闹的人群里被迫伪装你的不在乎，被迫谈笑风生，即使选择回避，也绝不是软弱．

如果可以，选择平静的寂寞，让自己的伤口慢慢愈合．

当他不再爱你的时候
不要再给他有第二次伤害你的机会，不要相信他回头找你是因为记挂你，既然他放弃你时那么决绝，那么下一次他还是会不顾而去，头也不回．

如果你还记得那一天你哭着慢慢滑到地板上，就一定不要屈从于自己的软弱，相信那转瞬即逝的温情．

当他不再爱你的时候不要幻想你可以在他心里留下一滴泪，即使有一瞬间他被你的眼泪打动，只要他不再爱你，他被你打动的时间绝对不会比你流泪的时间长．

当他不再爱你的时候
别去怨恨，但是开始的时候难免会怨恨，也别去问他，也别去问自己，为什么他会那么绝情？为什么他可以那么快就忘掉？你甚至怀疑他根本就没有喜欢过你，一切仿佛只是一场骗局．

还是相信自己最初的感觉吧，如果那时候你觉得他喜欢过你，那他也许就是喜欢过你，只是他现在不爱你了，不爱就是不爱了，即使解释，解释有那么重要吗？

当他不再爱你的时候
工作是最好转移疼痛的方法，不幸的是，你可能没我那么多的工作，但是无论如何，不要纵容自己喝酒，吸烟，这些都不是一个好女孩该有的行为，即使你再痛，也不要给自己放纵的借口，因为不会那么巧，有一个爱你的正派的男生在你身边，反倒会给色狼流氓借你的放纵再伤害你．

当他不再爱你的时候
别去看那些伤感的电影，别去听那些断肠的歌曲，别幻想自己就是悲剧的女主角，如果一定要哭，那么就哭一场，痛痛快快地哭一场，可是只哭一场，不要让眼泪淹没你曾经灿烂的笑容，你还是原来哪个快乐可爱的你．

当他不再爱你的时候
相信我，所有的一切，都会云淡风清的一天，总有一天，你会再看到他，就像看到一张桌子那么简单，相信我，因为从失恋中走出来的，
有你！
也有我！

拥有的时候就必须珍惜，别等失去后才来后悔，因为失去了就是失去了。。。

I accidentally read this article in a forum..Saying that whn someone doesnt love you anymore..what wil you do..Bla bla blaa..Dont think too muchh.. Nevertheless, i still miss him..indeed.. 

Thank God that my medical check up NO NEED TO DO!!!

That doctor only suggested me to take some pills in order to observe what will happen next..

I hope everything's will be fine, thats for sureee..

And thx to Serena n Xinli..For accompanying me for d check up jz nw..

At least i felt like gt companion..

For my 1st time visiting DOCTOR after coming here to study..

this is Paedivit, iron supplementary capsules.. Need to drink lots of water after consuming it

This is Sunolut. Its kind of hormone pills i think..take it to stop my period :)

After taking both pills, felt like a bit clumsy..

Some more i left my key inside my room this early morning..xD

CARELESS me!! ><

Anyway, feel great to having such two lovely frenz, Xinli n Serena at my side..

Y m i saying tat?

Bcoz..both of them broke my door..by keep punching on it.. GENG!!! SALUTE!!! haha

(my door edi gt some crack on its surface..so they cn easily broke it)

I felt guilty ler..XInli's hand was slightly injured..Kena by d sawdust.. ><

Well..my door gt a hole nw..nt to be let my owner knowing that, i quickly went dwn to buy polystrene..

to cover it! Hahhaa..So bad rite? Vandalism happened n i jz pretended know ntg!! 

I gt to repent my sin to God edi..

Although i saved rm40 to hire a locksmith to help me unlock the door.. xD

Well..its midnight nw..

1 thing i want to thank God that i get my full loan for my PTPTN..

so no worries for my future tuition fees..

Other than that, God really works in my life..

Felt like reconnect wf my frenz after the misunderstanding happened last time..

U r really an AMAZING GOD!!

AMEN!!!!

Jz like David Ooh shared his sermon last last week..

"Don't worry because you can trust God  no matter what happens"

This sentence really do help me..

At least I learn to put my faith on God..

believe that He has a great plan in my life..

That out of my expectation.. :D

Jz want to share wf u guys what m i eating nw..

Fly all the way frm Tawau, which brought by my aunt last 2 weeks whn she was coming here to have a shopping..Food frm MOM!! Hehee

Since i jz woke up for 1 and a half hour ago..

I missed the meal time..

Thats y i cant take my medicine.. :(

Hope it really doesnt matter so much xD

Medical Check Up!!

Mom suggested me go for a medical check up 2molo..

gynecologist..

Cz recently my body's hormone level nt stable..

really out of idea lerr..

Wt happen? O.o

Ok lo..i admitted tat sometimes i din take d proper meal..

After class straight away lay on bed..

in order to skip my meal..

since no frenz teman me pun..

Haizz..

Somehow i was havin some emotional disturbance recently..

Make me so down..

really in depression..which i cant control my emotion myself sometimes =((((

N thn nw eneded up wf this kind of prob..

OH NO!!!! 

God, i noe in You, ntg is impossible!!!

n I noe tat God u r d who heal ppl..

May ur bless come and anoint me..

Hope tat 2molo's body check up wil b fine.. :)

Frenz, help to pray for me tat 2molo wil b a good day..

N my body check up wil b goin alright..

Cz i m so scare lerr..

go body check up ALONE!!!

 =((((((

really quite worry bout it loo..

Mummy..can u fly here 2molo? Acc me plzz.. i wn u at my side.. :'((((((((((

怀念

说真的．．
我真的非常，异常地想念你曾经对我的温柔．．
那曾经专属于我的温柔．．
是我太自私吗？
还是我太害怕会失去你．．
毕竟你对任何一个女生来说都还蛮有吸引力的．．
我不愿其他的女生看到你那么美好的一面．．
所以你才会觉得我有时蛮不讲理．．
有时还会故意地和你闹脾气．．
就是想要看看你会哄我嘛．．
看到你着急的时候，
你知道我的心里在窃窃自喜吗？
因为至少在你心目中我是还有地位的．．
原来你是在乎我的．．


当我遇到困难时，
你都会很用心地帮我解决．．
虽然有时候我还是blur blur时．．
心情乱七八糟时．．
你还是不厌弃烦地教导我．．
直到我明白．．
还记得我对你说过认真的男人总是特别帅吗？
你就是那位我真的发自内心赞美的唯一的男生．．
在那个时刻．．


怀念回到家打开电脑和你谈天的时候．．
怀念我们一起肩并肩地走．．
怀念你那灿烂的笑容．．
怀念你叫我的时候所用的称呼．．
怀念你驾车时专注的表情．．
怀念你叫我不要在你驾车的时候乱乱来打扰你．．
怀念你霸道的语气．．
你的一切．．我真的很怀念．．很怀念．．


生平那么一次那么怀念
一个男生．．
我有太多的话想对你说．．
太多的东西想跟你分享．．
虽然身边的朋友劝我要适时地把你放下．．
毕竟我们的感情还没太深．．
把自己从思念你的泥沼里拔出来，
但是我想要任性地思念你．．
让我就那么任性地想你．．可以吗？


只要你再问我那问题，
那个答案我可以很肯定是ＹＥＳ！！！
我可以毫不犹豫地回答你ＹＥＳ！！！
因为此刻的我真的很想要待在你的身边．．


这几天，
少了你的ｓｍｓ，
少了你的关心．．
我的心一丝丝的抽痛着．．
尤其是看到你时，
我能感觉到我真的呼吸很困难．．
因为我不知道要以什么身份去面对你．．
在加上你身边好像出现了一位蛮要好的女生．．
你们之间的一举一动．．
看在我眼里，
说真的，是很碍眼．．
那曾经属于我的位置，
如今快要被其他人取代．．
我不知道要如何面对．．

我的泪腺，
在这几天好像特别发达．．
超久没有哭的我．．
好像就在这几天用完了这几年应该用到的分量．．
觉得自己好脆弱．．
我很想亲口对你说．．
我很想你．．
我们别让沉默代替所有的回答，可以吗？
只要你走出第一步，
剩下的脚步我就会走向你．．

Site Surveying Test!!!

Uinahhh..

Stil left less thn 5 hrs is SS test edi..

N nw i m stil at home typing words..

OMG!!!

I m late to campus (purposely)

Cz too sleepy baa..

cant blame me lerr..so tired for few days..i oso duno y..

Anyway, lets do our BEST for d SS test ltr..

QS Y1S1, Aza aza fighting!!! 

:D

Hate myself being lik this!!

Recalling bac wt did u done on me right nw.. Sigghhhh

U jz simply make me remind of u..

Although i tried my best to erase u frm my memory..

BUt it stil left a scar..

M i nt a brave gal?

I admitted tat..

I m nt brave as wt ppl thought..

The mask behind it is jz shows tat hw fragile i m..

I cant stand up so fast..

once ppl hurt me..

I thought i can do it..

But it cant really work out!!! Y am i bcum lik this?

Is that d 1 who hurt me is You?

I m nt worth for you to wait for?

I'm nt deserve for u to love for?

Or jz bcoz who i am, u hav no guts to continue wait me?

Scare that my feeling towards you jz a sudden of spark..

Or jz d positive result of dopamine..

I hate my emotion being manipulated by You..

whn u told me ur true feeling on tat particular night..

Dai lou said if i nid time to mourn it, jz take my time..

And i really thought tat i wil b alright after worshiping God..

Since i can felt the presence of God jz nw..

But stil in d midnight, i cn felt the loneliness continue to engulf me..

u told me tat if i felt dwn someday, i cn pick my phone n called u up..

Cz u r always thr for me..

But nw, i guess d whole situation changed rite? 

Ur heart r nt belong to me anymore..

The love seed which started to grow had been pulled out by YOU!!!

i duno hw long i cn take to recover frm this..1 day?

2 day? 3? 4? 5? arghhh..

my brain really cant figure it anymore..

i m so tired..

P/S: jz to express my feeling over here..looks lik an endingless post..Who cares? Its my blog rite? =PPPP