还有1天!

总看着右下角的日期，倒数着回家的日子,一天又一天.终于现在一月的尾声近了，是时候回家了.距离上次回家的时间已有八个月，有时候看着西马的朋友们爽爽周末就回家,那种jealous的心情西马仔是体会不到的．

妈咪，我想吃很多好吃的．黄梨炒猪肠，苦瓜炒蛋，西米露，锅贴..螃蟹..还有很多啊!! 妈,爸,还有弟弟妹妹,等你们的大姐回家吧!!我有很多东西要跟你们分享了!生活上的点点滴滴,身边的朋友,教堂,housemates, roomates..我想要把生活中发生的一切让你们知道，不想要你们被left out 的感觉 :))

Parties, gatherings..全部一起来吧! 我太久没有与你们见面了!老朋友们，让我们约个时间出来见面吧!叙叙旧也好..太久没听你们的笑声了..想念你们了 ;))

如果有这一天，你会这样做吗？♥

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..

2.半夜里接你的电话..

3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..

4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..

5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..

6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..

7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..

8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气

9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..

10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..

11.拥抱很久..很紧..

12.记得你说过的所有事..

13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..

14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..

15.常常给你留言..

16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..

17.吵架时不会一走了之..

18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..

19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..

20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..

21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..

22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..

23.比你高..

24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..

25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..

26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..

27.不对你隐瞒什么..

28.百分百信任你..

29.不花言巧语..

30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..

31.不抽烟少喝酒..

32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..

33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..

34.重大的事情和你商量..

35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..

36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..

37.从未想过离开你的世界..

38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..

39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..

40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..

41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..

42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..

43.可以随时找到他..

44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..

45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..

46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..

47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..

P/S:成为我男朋友的条件!! Haha!! Big bully? I am!! =PP

Are We Made For Each Other?

Starring at the monitor, my heartbeat getting faster and faster.

My legs and arms were getting colder.

Nervous? Perhaps.

And finally you admitted that!

To be honest, I have been never so into a guy before just like you.

I feel good to be myself in front of you, maybe I had been pretended to be very gentlewoman for few times in front of my male friends.

To me, maybe you are not the most outstanding person compare with others but I just don't care.

Sometimes, you mumbled on me why do I doesn't take a proper meal every time

Mumbled on I should take care of myself for not staying up too late.

You are just so lovely, my SB xD

I love listening you lecture me, can feel that you care for me.

But, time is still the problem. 

I was doubting do we really know each other well, cause feel like both of us had been fallen too fast.

Unpredictable, the feeling just came to hit on me. 

I have no idea is that we called it "Chemical reaction" ot what else.

I have no way to escape but trying my best to accept this fact. 

You said when getting me more, you will be know more about Christianity, I was really glad when heard about that. Maybe someday I can hold your hand just in front of my church members with the assurance although we are not coming from the same religion.

Lets just put aside our relationship first and stick to now.

Time will prove it, I believe.

P/S: Plan to give you a surprise later. Hehehe xD

You Are So Lovely ♥

I do enjoy being myself in front of you.

No need to pretend being so gentlewoman, wear skirts or whatever. 

Again, I can feel my heart is beating so fast.

Is this we call it a "CRUSH"?

The cute face expression I had never see on other guys' faces.

The way you dressed up today just to "chan" me, but ended up I wear so casually xD

Ramen, G-spot, T shirts,Starbucks and your friend..

The typical type of Korea's single-eyelid boy.. Haha

Everything was so impressive when hanging out with you

Wish that there is one day.. We will :)))

Just The Way You Are

I just love the way you are even though you are not handsome/pretty/gorgeous/charming in other people's eyes.

Just be yourself and don't doubt that what kind of person you are.

Maybe you feel lost sometimes, but still I'm here for you.

To me, you always look best in my eyes no matter puts on what kind of attires.

You are the apple of my eye, definitely.

Happy birthday my dear Yvonne.

Thanks for being my best friend and companion when I need someone to accompany doing something.

Its quite touching when you said you want to be the first one come across my mind whenever I want to go somewhere else. I had been so long never heard about this word from my friend's mouth, really.

Thanks for the cheers you gave me when I was down last time.

Thanks for everything and love you always. Huggssss :DD

P/S: It will be a great day later. Lets rock the redbox later!! Oh yeahh xD

Another sleepless night

I was having insomnia lately. Feeling bad cause can't get enough sleep. Dark circle is getting serious..Aigoo.. I don't want to become panda lahh!!!! =(((

Tears were dropping so easily on my bed last night. I can't figure out what's happening to my brain. Can't get proper sleep and proper meal due to menstruation. Just wish everything can go as usual as before. In the cold and freezing night, I just simply wish there is someone to give me hug, at least I can feel the warmth.

God, I put everything on your hand and I do make a prayer. Do you answer to my prayer? I really need to take a break after this ;)

P/S: Going out later with you guys, another chance to have fellowship time. Can't wait for it ;DD

她终于出院了!

经过了89天的火吻，今天下午2点Selina终于出院了.看到facebook里有关于她的出院video,我一一地点击来看..蛮感动的..未婚夫的不离不弃，就算selina变得多么丑也还是陪在她的身边帮她完成复健.身边的家人朋友们衷心地祝福与关心，给了她勇气重新站起来面对未来的荆棘.

还没看她的video吗？点击这个link看看吧!

P/S:希望今晚可以去看星星..长那么大的我从来没有和朋友特地去个地方观赏星星，何况是在KL这里.真希望这次去得成啦..心里有点小期待 ;)))

Menstrual Pain is Killing!!!

Energy: 25% , Weather: Cloudy and freezing day ><

Today I have no mood at all due to insomnia last night. Heading campus with a pale face, dark circle on my face can be seen obviously. Went campus by tumpang Jessy's car, thought that I'll be late initially but reached there ngam ngam hou.

NO CLASS!!! SHIT!!! Woke up on time just to attend CADD class but we were told that the lecturer didn't get the notice that he/she has class with us today!!! Come on lah..You are a lecturer, shouldn't be that you are the person check with your own timetable? And you were refer this problem to FGO! Kinda ridiculous!! Nonsense!!

Well..that's not the worst part of today. Went Carrefour to buy some groceries and get to Georgetown White Coffee to have a breakfast with Zenxin, Ah Gor and XY. Atmosphere was not that good cause the way XY talked sounds annoying to me. I don't know what happen on me or I just 看他不顺眼. Who asked him angry me for no reason for few days during last semester =////

And now my eyelids are getting heavier, body is getting weaker but I just could't close my eyes to take a nap. Menstrual pain is really KILLING me!!! Sighh.. Hope my body will be ok after taking a cup of hot chocolate.

P/S: How I wish you are here to cook 黄酒鸡 for me. I miss you, mom =(((

New Sem Starts!

Oh yeahh..1 month holiday was finally over and today is the first day of new sem! I was chasing bus this early morning, phewwww.. Thank God that I could reach campus on time before the first class started. Initially was following piggy's car to campus. Mana tau she was late..Called her for lots of time still sleep..Aigoo..

SURPRISE!! Not Ms Liew continue teach us CT2 but Mr Ng who used to teach us Site Surveying on s1. OMG!! He memang geng lohh..Calculation oso cn, teaching such a subject which need memorize one oso can.. Goshh..Wish he really can teach dao very de good lahh.. If not sure port him till gao gao ><

Sunzi..A bit boring but sounds much more interesting subject. Only need to do assignment. So for me it should be fine for this sem.

P Moral..Memang for us yang tidak cukup moral one to learn bcum a orang yang lebih bermoral.. Just lets see will I fall asleep inside the lecture hall after the long-bored-4 hours continuosly-lecture before P Moral. Hope the lecturer wont kill me cz sleep too much during her class. Hahaha

Mood: 70% excited to meet all those faces once again after holidays. Piggy cut her fringe jo. Pei Wern cut and dye her hair into blonde,quite a nice hairstyle. Ah Meng fall sick but Ah Weng will take care of him d lahh..No need to worry him. Siew Yin and Nooby are almost the same, ntg changes cause saw them since last week. Ah Li change jo new hairstyle, suits him more. Wont that ngong compare to last time >< Zi Wei gege cut her hair jo...Ah gor oso cut his hair, looks more younger? Hahhaa..

P/S: Thanks for spending your time chatting with me even though you are rushing for your presentation. Really appreciate it :D And I believe tomorrow will be a better day than today!! 

别等了,向前看吧!

今天无意间脸书上你的讯息成了top news. "不找你，不是因为我不爱你，而是因为我在等你“好沉重的一句话，顿时让我不错的心情就好像被一块大石头压着，感觉快要沉溺了．

你，就像是我生命中路过的过客．那短短相处的几天，就把我当作是生命中的小插曲吧．因为我们之间，没有可能？话先不要说太白，因为谁也不知道以后的事．

你试图拨电话来想跟我聊天，但是你打过来的时机就是我在忙着的时候．谢谢你的关心，我过得很好．这一连串的活动，把我的时间塞得满满的，完全没有让我喘口气的片刻．

你告诉我，无论我变得多胖，多丑，皱纹爬完整张脸，皮肤变得黄又皱，你还是会爱着我．如果你是对４年前的我说这一句话时，可能会让我整颗心融化了．．但是现在的我，即将要步入２０章节了，再也没有当时的天真，不相信永远，只相信当我需要某个人时，那人可以给我个温暖扎实的拥抱，什么话都不需要多说，一个拥抱可以代替所有的文字．我承认，收到你的这封讯息时，我的脸上是挂着笑容的，因为太久没有人对我说过这句话了，心里难免有点小开心．哈哈

可是朋友,别一直执著于那短短的回忆吧,人总要往前看.我们,还是维持普通朋友的关系，再也好不过了.偶尔的寒暄互相问候知道对方的近况就足够了.希望你能找到一个爱你多过爱她自己的女生,能够带给你一生的幸福 :))))

谢谢你们，让我的2011有个好的开始!

筹备了将近4个月的Welcoming Freshmen Concert,终于在昨天圆满地落幕了.当中遇到的种种困难，委员们的不合作，也当作是一起努力work out something一定会遇到的问题.还没想过会机会参与这次的筹委会，就战战兢兢地毛遂自荐. Thanks God for giving me a chance to learn something and get to know more people in my university life.

 Chinese orchestra, playing two songs. 菊花台和东风破

 4位帅哥from Utar Dance Club

 当天的司仪, Dinesh.很喜欢欺负我,常常shoot我..真是无奈.Good luck in Kampar, bro!

Jackson, singing张惠妹的"人质"

 魔术师,QS coursemate在表演魔术

Jason, 唱着串烧歌曲。他的歌声超像林俊杰 

红豆。唉呀，看不到鼓手。３女１男

 超喜欢这位贝斯手

 Guitarist of Red bean band

 Anson, their guitarist and singer as well

 E=mc^2

 One night in Beijing~~~

The keyboardist

Drummer

囧人一个

Sketch about finding true love. Bla bla bla~~Anyway, their performance really LOL!!

Our last performance, dance from 3 leng zais..Robot dance?! Lol

第一次一口气把照片放上来．．拍照的position没有那么好，不好意思因为我不是坐在观众席.这次的表演可以说是蛮成功的因为有７０巴仙的学生有参与这个活动．真的蛮谢谢其他那些“老鸟”抽空来支持我们的活动，至少有他们在场，场面没有那么冷清。嘿嘿．．

P/S:特别谢谢Zenxin, Kc, Siew yin and Ah Weng肯花时间来帮忙做helper. Thx a lot!! ^^

病了 T.T

病了差不多两个星期，还是不见好转,甚至越来越严重了..是太久没有生病的关系吗？还是身体里的抵抗力原体在发牢骚？想来搏我的注意..唉..No idea at all x)

去了新加坡之旅后，第二天就是帮我之前打工的公司工作了六天.有可能是那几天嗅到了太多的车烟味..污浊的空气，引起喉咙的不舒服..两天前买的枇杷膏，还以为吃了该有好转..Mana tau更加严重了..

3 in 1..咳嗽,伤风还有喉咙痛..之前的我，还以为生病了感觉应该不错,至少有人在旁边照顾你.当然这个condition is only applied if I have a boyfriend啦..现在得个桔就有..有时候感觉自己蛮犯贱的..好地地就想要生病..想别人来关心你..太过自以为是了..以为自己是谁哦．．

你对我的关心，我只能说谢谢．那几天在msn里的唠唠叨叨真是让我怕了你，死命叫我去看医生. Amehhh这点小病还好啦，又不是什么不治之症．但是我还是有乖乖地有吃粥，让我的喉咙好受点．别又再我耳边说我不听话了,ok? ><

明天就是新生报到的时候了，要早早起身去帮忙派传单。本来不该是在我工作范围里，无奈太多那些不负责任的委员在我们wfc里，没办法啦..就帮忙可怜的 Chun Tat．．顺便看看有没有美女和帅哥进来啦．．不然大学４年的生活我可不要那么烦闷地度过，偶尔还可以看些美好的事物来度过时间．．哈哈

P/S:今天的我终于剪了前面的刘海 xD

谢谢你!

昨天心情差的我,在收到你的讯息后,心情好了很多.

你是我的微笑天使,别怀疑.

有了你,今天的我逛街也逛得很开心.

真的很珍惜跟你相处的日子.

虽然我们认识的时间不长,但是我们依然很多话题聊.那种感觉就好像老朋友一样..

在一起打工的日子,一起拼搏的努力..

那些moment我还记得很清楚.

今年的五月,你就快要毕业了.

希望以后的你一切顺利,平平安安..还有,越来越漂亮..哈哈..

Oppss...还有,跟你的男朋友能够长长久久..

希望有天可以喝到你们的喜酒啦 xD

鬼脸

两位美女,哈哈

美女１,Pooi Ling

美女二，宣传我们的战利品 xD

她和卸妆水 Lol

希望我有时间去金宝探望你们,到时候别放我飞机就可以了..Hehe ^^

新的一年，新的一页! New year, new chapter of life!

2011年的开始，是在工作后非常累的情况下度过的.没有烟花的陪伴，少了朋友在身边欢呼的热闹..一切就显得如此平静..

工作,也告了一段落..工作了六天，感觉还不错.至少知道去carrefour wangsa maju是要搭第几号的巴士去了.entrance也知道在哪儿了..(没工作前,只去过一次,所以别见怪了,我还是比较喜欢jusco多一点，至少没有那么臭油烟味 >< )

2011当别人问我几岁时，我该答他19岁还是20岁呢？我还不想那么快就认老勒！感觉就好像刚刚过生日不久嘛..干嘛提起我们女生对岁数的敏感呢？不管了，我还是会大声地告诉他们：“哈咯！我才19岁，还没20岁！Still a TEENager!! xD"

好了，新的一年当然是要谈谈新希望嘛．．好吧！就让我一个个记录下来，看看这个年尾有实现到嘛..^^
1. 可以拿到好成绩咯..要多好会keep住在心里，不要跟你讲! xD
2. 假期时有时间回去陪陪家人,不想错过家里发生的事情
3. 学打鼓.看到我教堂打爵士鼓的女生超帅的！好想在舞台上借着打鼓来赞美神，顺便减减蝴蝶袖？哈哈
4. 得空的时候就去打打工，想赚多一点额外的零用钱，也顺便增广见闻，也认识多点人（其中一个扩展人脉的方法）
5. 举办我们系上的旅行，不管去哪里都好因为大家一起读书那么久还没一起出去玩过．也可以拉近彼此的关系.谁还是单身的Coursemate可以借此机会认识异性哦！可能会擦出爱情的火花，哈哈！真希望到时举办的时候会有６０巴仙的人会参与啦，不然也不好玩了 x)
6. 当换了部落格的面貌之后，有勇气跟别人分享我的心情．因为我还是认为部落格是蛮私密的空间
7. 能够换到智能手机. Babe Y说我的手机可以丢了，可是我对它仍有感情勒，很舍不得 >< 最好是有人送给我啦...哈哈
8. 去多一次新加坡.上次还有很多地方没有去到咯，可惜lerr x)
9. 减肥啊!!!从去年讲到现在还是没有做到咯．．希望今年会有毅力减肥了，变漂漂！哈哈
10. 去某某地方庆祝圣诞节，当然是跟另一半了..就是男朋友啦..看到朋友在新加坡与男朋友拍到的照片，超羡慕的..加上身边的朋友一个个都谈恋爱去了，让我也想被爱情冲昏头脑的念头..哈哈..（感觉有点不可能，因为自认为超理智的女生,应该会控制情绪.虽然有时候想东西会钻牛角尖，超情绪化的"荷尔蒙失调后遗症".希望以后的另一半可以多多谅解我啦 xD  )

十个愿望，应该不算多厚？希望新的一年，能够事事顺利，身体健康，心想事成..越变越漂亮！哈哈..也希望大家在新的一年里万事如意哦，新年时红包拿到手软！Wakkaka ;DDD