Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011!!

Still left 20 mins then a decade of 21st century had passed over! 2011 is coming and everyone of us, have you prepare yourself to welcome a new year?!

I guess lots of people are celebrating countdown in the street party expecially in Bukit Bintang now. Should be super exciting and fun but so kesian..I worked these few days right after my trip to Singapore until 2nd Jan. I knew it sounds =OO for all of you but this is my choice, bo bian lahh.. About my Singapore Christmas celebration, I'll post it up after I done my work le..Stay tuned!

Get to know wats your new resolutions? Hmm..I guess lots of my resolutions of this year will continue to bring on in 2011 xD

2010, the D-year of my entire life. Graduated from foundation in Kampar, move to KL continue my degree, chose Quantity Surveying,  move house, get to know lots of new friends, met someone special, attending the most happening church in KL-City Harvest Church where I get to know lots of good friends here, parents had made an important decision,  had a little affair during my trip to Singapore! Hahahaa..All of these had surely made my 2010 a wonderful year! I will never fail to forget it, indeed! 

Okkk..Time to continue eating my maggi mee now..Hungry cz nt yet took my dinner.. Dn ask me why x) and again, happy new year to all of you!! Wish you all have a better and fruitful year!!! God bless!!

冬至快乐！

表哥拍下的照片

冬至的到来，对我来说，这一年就要过去了.回想起去年的冬至，身边有大票的朋友在我家搓搓汤圆，嘻嘻哈哈地度过我们在异地的第一次冬至．脸上的笑容，手上沾满面粉，额头上的汗，一切历历在目。在此，想问问Kampar的朋友，你们过得好吗？已经有男女朋友了吗？是否偶尔会想起我呢？x)

今年的冬至，本以为有运可以吃到homemade的汤圆。Mana tau突然piggy的妈妈发她的脾气，说为什么待在新山那么久，生气起来就威胁她没有得吃午餐和晚餐．和妈妈闹僵后的她，没有办法之下只好告诉我没得去她家吃汤圆了。可惜的同时，也为她做了祷告，希望她妈妈能够体谅她想呆在男朋友身边比较久的想法。毕竟他们俩也好不容易腾出时间见面，当然想花长点的时间嘛 xD

今年的冬至，外面的温度好低。这几天就一直在下雨，弄得我的心情很moody．原来天气也可以影响一个人的心情的．．从起床后到现在，屁股就一直坐在电脑面前看我最近爱上的韩剧，浏览下面子书，twitter,读读别人的部落格。生活很无聊吗？我不觉得，至少是做着我喜欢的东西。

看着被表哥tagged的照片，图片上七彩的汤圆.哇!好想吃啊!好好食啊!!哈哈!　为什么来到西马这里会想要吃汤圆啊？真是奇怪．为什么这么说呢？因为在家乡的我是从来没有这个习惯在冬至吃汤圆的，况且爸妈也没有practice这个习俗的. So别见怪拉！（希望明年的冬至可以热热闹闹地度过，at least)  :))

汤圆，吃了下去希望一切都圆圆满满，顺顺利利。刚刚稍微读了汤圆的些资料，才知道你今年几岁，就吃多少粒的汤圆．今年１９岁的我，就该吃１９粒汤圆以此类推．我还以为想吃多少粒就尽管吃吧．．mana tau原来吃汤圆也有学问的。真不愧是我们中华民族！哈哈．．

前几天你告诉我说本来想把你亲手搓的汤圆送到我家给我吃，无奈我没有on我的msn，所以就打消念头了．Arghh!!为什么你不讯息我呢？那天我家的line坏了 Y.Y　你亲手搓了两个小时的汤圆，我没有福分吃,screw streamyx!!!　唉..真希望等下我的电话响起，有你的讯息说你就在我家楼下，拿了汤圆给我解解馋，可是我知道是不可能的．还是算了吧!这种故事情节不适合我的 x)

Anyway, 在这里还是祝大家冬至快乐哦．．在家乡的朋友们今天要跟家人们度过哦，来个 fellowship with family :DDDD

P/S:明天就要去新加坡度过我的２０１０年的圣诞节了!!心情是200%的亢奋！！为我明天的旅途平安吧！我想要平平安安地到达我梦寐已久想去的新加坡！明天再见了，我的马来西亚! :DD

空

空瓶子，

装满了水，显得有分量了.

空盒子，

塞满了东西，显得很有满足.

空空的心灵，

期待着被爱填满.

可是，

谁是爱你的那个人呢？

对的人总会出现

看着身边蛮多的朋友谈恋爱了，

心里都会想几时才轮到我呢？

脸上幸福的笑容，

手中握着的另一个厚实温暖的手掌，

凝视着对方的那个表情..

(ok,我不会继续形容了..哈哈）

刚刚结束了和表哥的通话..

电话中的他，

听起来最近还不错..

八卦的他还当起月下老人..

一直介绍他身边的徒弟给我..

真是无言..

也许他不想要我这样孤独下去吧..

其中,还介绍最帅的给我..

Uisehhh..也不错看喔..

but这种东西还是要看缘份啦..

你on,人家也未必on

一切就留到我去新加坡过圣诞节再说吧..

也许有新的"艳遇"

（想太多了 ><)

对的人,

你几时才会出现呢？

就在我们淋雨飞快地找着遮蔽处？

身边默默出现一个护花使者？

帮我按lift的时候？

（看太多小说的后果，都想些有的没得 xD)

就慢慢等．．

我会慢慢等，等红灯变绿灯．．

也许，幸福就在前方的转角处

HOLIDAY MOOD ON!!!

Oh yeahhh

Finally done with my year 1 sem 2 yesterday.

Relief~~ Hope I can get better grade so can push up my cgpa

Dont talk about result first, lets talk about holiday plan

Went Sunway Pyramid today and bought stuffs! I love F BLOCK man!!

Reasonable and affordable price

Click on that to like their page!

F Block Boutique

Sales sales and sales I could see in any shop.

Arghh..I wanna shopping lahh

But no money ;((

That's the sad thing.. Haiz..

I wanna buy high heel shoes! I wanna eat sushi!!

Woww..Lots of desire to be fulfilled..Greedy me! x)

Anyway, these few days my fb is flooded with the link of Alviss Kong.

Who's that guy? You dunno meh..The sohai stupid guy who committed suicide few days ago.

V famous 1, I think the whole Malaysia should know who is that fellow.

The only word I can describe him is BRAINLESS! 

Never think the consequences of committing suicide, may be thought that he is very "wei da" gua..

Died coz of LOVE wahh..Love is your whole part of life? NAIVE! IMMATURE!

Come on la..Think of your family before you kill yourself, being so selfish to leave them in this world.

You are just too MEAN and CRUEL to them!

I wonder what's the value of your LOVE you can give them.

Suan le bah..Orang sudah mati saya pun tak mahu cakap banyak.

Saya hanya harap facebookku jangan ada namanya lagi.

No eyes to see!!

Lets back to my holiday mood!

Tmr will be a good good day with Yvonne!

Cant wait for that! Yipee!! ;DDD

JUST

Sometimes, I just need a friend who sitting beside me, listening to my mumbling.
Sometimes, I just need a hug when I mean it.
Sometimes, I just need a warm message from friends.
Sometimes, I just wish to fly back my lovely hometown and sleep on my super comfy bed.
Sometimes, I just wish the time will reverse so that I can make another decision.
Sometimes, I just wish to stay at childhood, never grow up so there is no more worry.
Sometimes, I just wish that everything will be as simple as it is.
Sometimes, I just wondering what is the purpose of my life.
Sometimes, I just debating within myself am I making the right choice right now.
Sometimes, I just wish not to push you away from my life but I cant
Sometimes, I just wish to stay at home alone, doing nothing at all. Staring to the ceiling? x)
Sometimes, I just wish that I am at Paris right now, shopping gao gao? xP
Sometimes, I just wish I have a boyfriend to accompany me do all the crazy things. (woots~~)
Sometimes, I just sitting in front of computer, sitting whole day long until my ankle is in pain. (silly me)
Sometimes, I just enjoy reading people's blog, knowing his/her stories.
Sometimes, I just wish that I am owned by somebody ;)))

Its time for finals again!

Finals are on tomorrow.

And yet I still placing my butt in front of lappy, finger crossing on what kind of stuffs should I do.

Still don't know how to write the word "DIED" is it? (scolding myself)

Cute bluebuddies! Hahaa..

Walao..Lazy me..Slept at 5.30am today morning and woke up at 12pm. GENG!!

Then watched korea dramas. Lingering around what should I do.

And now,

Ok..time to search what will going to come out tmr. 

No more lazy.

English for Engineering, I wish to get a B+, at least.

Bless me God :)

Home

"Would you please stop helping your brother by using my money?" Dad's voice boomed. Anger in his voice was obvious. Every time when I went home, there would be a quarrel happen mom and dad. These kinds of quarrel had haunted my mind since I was in primary school.

Sophisticated design, leather seat sofa, lavish but elegant continental decor and even the door would cost an asm and a leg were usually used by the visitors to describe my house. Even though I was part of this family, I felt no compassion. When I was a little boy who supposed to have a happy and no-worry childhood, my life was sunk in the world of quarrel and emptiness, 

I hate to go back home since I was in the age of adolescence. My life totally not in equator when I learned to smoke and take drugs. I took these as escapism of my life and in my subconsciousness, I did hope my parents care me and know what I really need in my life. But somehow, the word "home" was strange to me and a lovely family seemed more like a dream than reality,

Finally, dad found the situation getting unbearable and with Hobson's choice, he chose to send me to foreign country, With a profound sense of elation overwhelmed me, I went to UK my own self. And of course, with a mad of credit cards too.

I bought an apartment at the most valuable residential area with my credit cards and also luxurious furniture in it. I painted my apartment myself as it was my dream house that I had long.

I started a new life there and turned to a new leaf. I had no more dealing with drugs and smoke anymore, But every time I went home, what greeted me was a dead silence. Sometimes, I even murmured to myself as there was no one listened to me. Home with nobody, was indeed empty.

The emptiness in myself even reached its climax when Christmas was around the corner. One could easily find an image of family go shopping together and pick Christmas present for each other. How I wish this kind of happy moment would happen in my family but I knew that day wouldn't come. My home, soon had become a strong comparison to my neighbors' home which were gaily decorated with tinsel and colourful blinking lights on synthtic plastic tree.

Should I go home? A thought suddenly popped into my mind. Debating within myself, I, nonethelessm chose to go back. I picked up the phone and called mom, telling her that I would go back the next day, Pulling myself together, I started to pack up all the things and also my mind,

The plane finally arrived to the familiar airport. The moment I stepped out from the main door, what greeted me was my mom! Never could I believe that she would come to pick me. I was stunned, at a loss for words. Never for one moment did we think that we could be jolted out of our dream by the harsh realities in life. 

"Welcome home, son." I heard a voice behind me. I turned. I could not believe my what I saw. My father was standing at the door, mom was beside him. "Come home with us and we'll work things out together."

"We were wrong to let our emotions rule our senses. I'm sorry, son. I did not even care of your feelings." He walked up to me and put his arms around me, and that point in time, we broke down into tears and hugged each other. Somehow, I knew that all was forgiven and things would work out all right...

Just simply write a story about " Home" in this festival season

Home, I do miss it.

I'll be back 60 days more :)

众望所归!!

就如大家所期待的..

义海豪情的男女主角拿到了TVB万千星辉2010的最佳男女主角..

郑九妹和刘醒，你们好劲啊!!

第一次跟一班朋友在广播面前等待成绩公布的时刻

可以说每个人的心都很紧张..

虽然不是我们在拿奖，

但是每个人心里都希望自己喜欢的男女演员都是拿奖的那位.

对吗？Hehe.. 

虽然蛮喜欢的佘诗曼没有拿到最佳女主角，

但是他们的公主嫁到拿到最佳剧集已经是对他们最大的鼓励了..

希望你明年拿到好剧本继续演好戏..我会永远支持你的!!

至于其他女主角的入围者，

只可以对你们说你们的对手九姑娘太强了

所以你们败在她手下也不为过..

不用紧，今年没有拿到明年再努力就可以咯..

有一天一定会拿到geh..

不要灰心 x)

 

梁非凡

晴晴

他们呢，在义海豪情里角色演得蛮出色

一个是演贪生怕死的广州警察局的科长，唯利是图，

很喜欢打压刘醒..

但是在最后不知第几集就变好了

还开枪打伤大佐..

毕竟他本身还是中国人..

不可能一辈子都是当Lo Bak Tao的走狗..

另一个是饰演刘醒的妹妹，刘晴(晴晴）

患有心漏病的女孩..

跟杨阳是知心朋友

善解人意，善良，愿意为了身边的人牺牲自己

很疼哥哥..

Hmm..

详细的剧情大家还是去看这部戏吧!!

还没有看这部义海豪情吗？你，有点OUT了!!! 还是赶快去PPS,跟朋友拿这部戏来煲吧!! 因为，它值得!!! ;DDDDD

曾经许下的圣诞节愿望

 一个充满喜庆性的士二月份

意味着圣诞节的跫音越来越近了..

天真的我曾经以为在今年的圣诞节里，

我不再是孤单地一个人度过

而是有你在我身边陪着我倒数

吃圣诞大餐

互赠对方圣诞礼物

看着对方拆开礼物惊喜的神情

拥抱对方

然而，

这一切都已经是不可能实现了

望着你的脸孔，

似乎再也找不到熟悉的笑容

取而代之的是，

陌生的眼神.....

是时候醒了吗？

眼角上不争气的眼泪，

仿佛告诉我，

我还是在乎你的．．

Damn the stupid tears!

I will get a guy who is better than you 100 times.

I swear! 

相聚

距离上一次的聚会,我们这些朋友已有四个月没见面了..久别相逢在Mid Valley,那个感觉真的觉得很窝心，还有难以掩饰的喜悦.同时，也感叹时间过得真快,转眼间大家都已经上大学了,再也不是那经常打打闹闹，作弄别人为乐的黄毛小子小妹了.每个人的脸上开始有了成熟的痕迹,行为举止比之前来得更加稳重.我开始想象五年后的我们会变成什么样子了..男生多了一份男人的魅力，有能力赚取人生的第一桶金？女生变得更加漂亮，精明能干？还是大家已经开始在社会展露头角了？

Yap Zai and Lim Beh

Ivy,我的死党..(有点发福了..可能在KL待到好吃好住吧 xD)

Yap Zai and I

Lim Beh n I

June and I ( my childhood buddy until now)

虽然这次的聚会少了Dai Bao,Pang pang, Chad, Kevin Victor, Priscilla, Eva 还有惠珺..但是整个过程都是欢愉喜乐的..体贴的男生们还陪着我们女生逛街,真是很难得的奇景. (为什么这么说呢？因为我班的男生已经出名不gentleman，一点绅士风度都没有的..有可能其中一个原因是我班的女生太过独立，鲜少依赖男生吧..)希望我们这些朋友们能够在今年2010还没结束前,再来多一次的聚会吧!!来看看谁的变化最多..嘿嘿 (那么我要加把劲减肥了..虽然Yap Zai 和Lim Beh说我是这3个女生最瘦的..开心到到..哈哈..Ehhh..但是还是要继续努力 xD)

MIST

Went clubbing last night with bunch of new friends that I never seen before in UTAR. Weird right?
Aaahh.. Nvm..At least can get to know more new friends, thats the main point :)
Went MIST which located at Bangsar. It was so sibeh crowded inside there.
I just simply dressed up last night with Hip-hop tshirt and a sport shoes. Just bcoz I don't have the feel to flirt guys.. I just wanted to know what is the difference of KL clubbing style and my hometown's. Hahaha..believe me or not :P
No doubt, KL here much more pretty and hot girls, sexy and charming guys. I am now a bit regret how come don't dressed up a bit sexy ler.. Hahaa.. At least can hook up a handsome guy there? Woootsss~~
Sweating is the word I can describe that pub. The whole dance floor was crowded by guys and hot girls. I just standing beside to drink beer. Not sporting enough? Hmm.. No la..I just not used to dance in front of new friends, seriously. Anyway, the whole clubbing experience still OK lah for me..
Wish to go Singapore's pub if I have the chance go there celebrate Christmas in the next month. ( Praying hard xD)

Hanging out

Do really enjoy when hanging out with you my dear. Time flies and we had been 4 months didn't meet each other since you went to Penang study USM last time. I had never expect that I could say so much things in this whole evening. We were just bla bla blaaaaaa the whole day while went shopping. Just wondering how come I will become so chatterbox when meet you har.. Maybe you are the catalyst and I am the substance, so when you meet me I will be actively reacting. You (catalyst)+ Me (substance)= Chatterbox me (product). Hahahaa

Just finish chatting with few friends today. The feeling was just so amazing. I just feel like God is doing his work restoring back the relationship between me and my friends. God do really answer my prayer!! He is always be there whenever I need him. Maybe sometimes I cant see the result right after the prayer, but still we need to be patient and constantly seeking Him. ( Don't wanna be religious today since I was being so rude in yesterday post. Sorry God. I will control my mouth nxt time le xD)

Gotta do revision from now on although I not yet begin to do my slide show for coming oral presentation. Will be doing the slide show from tomorrow night after cell group. I take my words :))

F.U.C.K

 Fuck those people who peeped my blog. Did I give you my link? Did you ask me about it? So sorry. I did not give you any clue about my link and I do not give it to you myself! I am so assure about this point! If you want to read my blog, please come and ask me personally.Because this blog is belongs to MINEEE!!! You have no rights to read it. Ok? Do you get what I mean?  But if you are my best friends, of course you can read my blog but please at least inform me about it. I feel like I have no piracy at all. The feeling was just like everything I done was just being magnified. So sorry to have such a feeling but I just have that. Feel so bad right now. And for friends who have my link, please inform me before you give others my blog link. Even though they are my friends also..Duhhhh.. PLEASE TELL, ANNOUNCE, INFORM ME about it! Please take my words seriously!! Ok? Don't ever thought that I can be take granted by you all. Shittt those morons and fuck off those crappy things!!! (just want to express it out, just lost control) =X

Should I just make it private?

Or just change my blog link?Hmm

闲话

个人有时候蛮享受静静地在旁边，听着朋友高谈阔论的样子.就算他们谈到口沫横飞都好,我都有种习惯观察他们,也许是在观察他们的小动作来多了解他们,还是就是得空没事做,喜欢喜欢就盯着别人看..（Sorry啦..不要想酱多..对你们我没有意思geh)

闲话,无形中可以拉近人与人之间的距离.有时候,还可以打破两个陌生人的隔阂,敞开心肠来做个交流.当然,，没有叫你什么私事都拿出来讲啦..最好自己守住一些秘密,免得以后被人爆了出来就不好了.

当然,对一些人来说(就好像我）,你跟我不熟的话再加上你是很喜欢热闹的人,你可以准备些话题跟我讲,不然的话整个气氛会僵掉..因为I don't know you, you don't know me，我很难找共同或者是你有兴趣的话题ler..(正在努力学习与陌生人沟通，敬请期待吧!!! xD )如果刚刚好你讲的话题可以引起共鸣,更好!我还至少可以跟你闲聊一下..可以彼此了解嘛..

Hmm..闲话高手？我身边朋友就有几个了..真的蛮佩服他们在什么情况下都是会打破僵局,打开话题..再加上有时候讲话的内容蛮搞笑一下的..逗得大家哈哈大笑，才不至于显掉. (知道我讲你们哪几个吗？Nahhhhhh就是你们了啦..不用假假排谢排谢在那边的..你们是不适合用排谢这一招的 xD)

所以呢,我还在train着自己与别人打开话题（交多点朋友嘛)，让别人认为你不是位沉闷的人.也帮助自己跟别人建立一个很好的关系(无论以后在功课上还是事业上）正所谓"在家靠父母，在外靠朋友",如果你的朋友不够多，将来遇到困难时能够帮的上手的也不知有多少个..所以趁自己还在读书的时候，尽量去接触不同年龄层的人，一方面拓展人脉另一方面也可以从他们的身上学习及吸取人生经验.认识他们从哪里下手呢？就是从闲话了..所以呢请不要鄙视闲话的力量!! :)

Congrates to both of you!! 20/11/2010

I was not in the situation when Ah Weng told me out of sudden. My brain gone blank as I just adjusted my mood back to discuss assignment. Sorry for not being sensitive about it. Anyway, here is the blessing from me to both of you. Wish you guys happy always and this good news really lighted up my bored Saturday. Smiling all the way back to my condo man!! Jubilation really took over me laaa.. Hahaa.. So Nooby and Siew Yin, wish both of you happy gao gao wo..N immersed into the river of love forever laaa.. Ok?

Looking forward for tomorrow's soft skill talk in PJ campus! This is the first time I take part in this kind of talk. Hope I really can learn something from it laaa. Goodnight world!

Happy birthday to Zenxin! 19/11/2010

Happy birthday to my friend which I just knew her for 2 months!! 

Finally turn out to be 20th and you are no more a teenager!! Hahaa
Well..Today me, Lin Sye and Shiang Yii decided to help Zenxin celebrate her big day. We have planned that on last night and asked her out for a lunch with us. Initially want to give her a surprise but dn wn laaaa.. Still young mehh.. ( Of course, I am the youngest 1 among them!! ><) Want to celebrate it after our tutorial but got the message that class was being cancelled.. So our plan was ruined!

Nevermind la.. So we jio her out for a brunch and helped her celebrate. Brougt her lovely boyfriend and 5 of us really had an enjoying brunch although ended up Zenxin's food not yet arrived == Service really slow dao like snail. Prepared food oso so sibeh slow, how to serve customer? They really need to take this question seriously!

After celebrating, me, Lin Sye( ah gor) and Shiang Yii  decided went for a movie. We went pavilion watched Takers. Nice action movie duhh..Love those exciting scenes which made you hold on your breath! Hahaa

After watching then we went to Chatime for a drink since we were so damn thirsty. Nice brown rice milk tea I had. The taste was so special and the price not so expensive pun, rm5.90 only. Gotta try other milk tea next time when I go there long gai ;))))

Headed to Lot 10 where YES 4G network was officially launched by today. And the most memorable part was Xiao Pang林育群, the taiwan boy who become famous after singing "I'll Always Love You" by Whitney Houston in 星光大道 just standing right in front of my eyes and singing that song. What a great voice he had. Really being gifted by God lo.. Hope he can continue his singing career and sing lots of nice songs :DDD

Today just ended like that la..Tmr we will having english test. Hope everyone of us can pass laa..Time to do revision! ;))

生日快乐,我的老妈子！

妈咪,生日快乐!!!（我才你不想我公布你多少岁吧..Ok咯..我很sek do的..嘿嘿..)
谢谢你怀胎十个月把我生出来..
虽然我们的家境没有像别人那么大富大贵,但是生活总算过得去..
至少家里还有kakak给你差遣..
时常飞来飞去做生意..

想起你明年在我生日时在我身边陪我度过我在外地庆生的第3个年头,心里非常雀跃..
至少20岁的生日是有家人在我的身边陪伴着我..
(请不要怀疑,我就是巨蟹座女生,依赖家里geh..但是你丢我一个人在沙漠,我绝对会生存下来给你看的!! xD)

妈咪,我知道你的心愿就是有朝一日可以搬回古晋居住..
因为那里毕竟都是你的家乡..
我们的亲戚大多数都是在那儿,发生什么事情都会有个照应..
外婆也还健在..你想要多花时间在外婆有生之年陪在她身边孝敬她..
这些我们都知道..加上,我们四兄弟姐妹也希望可以搬去古晋..
至少发展的速度比我们沙巴快很多..
飞机飞去新加坡也只花一个小时多..
但也要给daddy点时间去准备吧...

Mommy, thanks for being my mother for these 19 years. You are such a great mom and always be the one who supports and inspires me the most throughout my life. I still can remember vividly you are the one who protected me from being beaten by dad last time. Although I was rebellious during my young age, you still tolerate with my hot temper and never fail to correct me when I was done something wrong. Just take good care of yourself and never stop to achieving target in your career. I'll always be there to support you when you are in need (although I am so far apart from you) Love you gao gao!! Muackssssss..I promise you I'll do my best in my studies and dont fail you hope in me! May God bless you abundantly and have a healthy body! Love youuuuuu

再次

再次,我的脑海中满都是你的影子..
你迷人的笑容,你取给我的小昵称
一切都历历在目..
我们曾经地那么要好,一起分享生活的点点滴滴..
一起肩并肩在走廊走向讲堂..
可是现在呢..
想关心你,却不知该怎么做..
感觉真的很无奈+无言..

那天,乘朋友的车在去巴生的路上..
扭开收音机..
广播人员那充满元气的声音，驱走那懒洋洋的空气..
正当全神贯注地听DJ念别人传送进去的寄语..
偶然听见了你写给那位女生的一些话..
当时的我好像电脑当机一样..
眼神放空..
不敢相信你真的对那位女生产生了感情..
你说,
你不想贸贸然和她展开一段感情,是因为怕会影响她的功课..做回朋友会比较好些..
好熟悉的对白..让我跌入记忆的深渊..

是你太不甘寂寞吗？
还是你真的对她有意思呢？
有时上课不经意地朝你的方向望去..
你望着她的眼神,就好像当时你看着我的时候..
那种说不出的感觉..
那深情的眼神,就透露着你喜欢她的讯息..

今天,在图书馆的角落温习功课..
那自以为已经上了锁的记忆..
却不小心打翻了...
尘封已久的回忆,一点点地被掀开了..
黯然回首..
一切都已经离我们而去..
泪水已经沾湿我的眼眶..
我努力地不让它掉下..倔强地抬起头..
收拾心情,往cafeteria的方向走去..

Love has gone away? Perhaps..

给,不给

谢谢你贴心的举动,我真的蛮感动一下的..我不是开玩笑的..
太少男生会对我这么贴心（因为行为举止太过大方，所以在他们的眼里我已不像个女生了><),所以你一个举动，让我觉得至少我还是位女生..哈哈..

我们相处的时候,你的眼神和你的一举一动,已经在不经意间透露出些讯息..关于这讯息呢,其实本小姐我在这之前已经发现到了..只是我选择不去理会,忽略掉..原谅我为什么那样对待你..我只是不想要我们之间的关系有任何的变化，只希望保持原状就好了

朋友说,为何不给你一次机会呢？因为...你是个好男生,不想要你在我身上花任何的时间..与其知道之间的关系没有任何向前迈进一步的机会,为何不坦白告诉你呢？因为我选择不去残忍地剖开心里话告诉你，事实总是残酷的,不是吗？

在我眼中，优秀的男生确实不少..能够让人心动的也同样地的确蛮多.有时心里蛮想要找个男朋友来依靠,遇到困难时至少还有他在身边加油打气,享受被人捧在手心的感觉..但是这个念头一闪即失，因为习惯自己一个人生活，也许..

啊!还是不要想那么多了,一切顺其自然吧..在我心里，你依然是位很好的男生朋友.谢谢你的温柔，让我觉得我有那一瞬间的幸福  :)

I thought..

I thought that both of us hardly to have a meal together after the incident

But the truth proved that it was not that hard

My mind just so free of keep thinking of you 

I wondering why

Is it means that I do not love you anymore?

Perhaps..

Maybe everything had been washed away by time literally

We kept silent in d midst

I just simply cant find any topic to start our conversation 

You just playing ur iphone

And I just busy replying my friend's message.

Everything is just pretended so well in front of your eyes.

I just pretended I was so happy when someone replied my message.

Just to let you know that without you, my life is still the same?

Perhaps..

I just don't want you to look down on me. Seriously

"Thank you for you companion."

Thats the message from you.

I grinned and replied " Welcome :D"

Lets Shout for UNIQLO Malaysia!!

Recently, I guess the whole Malaysians is going crazy for UNIQLO Japan, the first apparel brand of Japan. Looking back on those fashion magazines, first came to my mind is clothing in Japan are damn expensive! Why am I saying that? Well.. Everytime reading those fashion magazine, "Wowww.. That dress is just too fit on me!" Butttt.. When you move your head downward a bit, then you will sighhhhhhh.. After convert Japan Yen into Malaysia Ringgit, it still costs you around rm200!! Just a singlet man!! Sighhhh.. Wondering those Japanese girls how to survive in such a high living cost metropolitan! Geng!!

Nevermind.. Dont be sad, fashion freak! And also students like us who do not have so much budget on outfits, as UNIQLO Japan going to landed on Malaysia on 4th November 2010 in a newly shopping mall, Fahrenheit 88 which located at Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur, it will causing a bunch of fashion and yet trendy people go there pong chan them!!Don't miss it!! Hmm.. I guess I gotta wake up early on 9am to go Bukit Bintang have a look!! And also prepare some cash $$!! Haha.. and now here are the picture about UNIQLO Malaysia!! which i grabbed from internet! (wish I have a good camera now ><)

Here is the arrangement of their stuffs. I guess every concept store should varies in their concept. Anyway, I will find it out on tomorrow!! Yeehaa.. Really cant wait for tomorrow!!( No tutorial class tomorrow since my English tutor had taking on leave earlier for her Deepavali holiday) One word, UNIQLO really inspiring la!! xD

That's Japan fleece that you can wear it as your jacket in cold lecture hall. Don't simply put in on yourself since Malaysia are always having HOT weather unless you want to be a roasted chicken or duck. We really don't mind it :) Ahh..Well.. Since there are so many choices as shown in that adv, I gonna buy 1 if there is my favorite colour or monogram. 

UNIQLO's Tshirt!! Yeahh.. I love tshirt as well. Simple and just nice especially for me. Not thin and not that fat, a moderate body shape. By just putting up a tshirt which have some words or pictures on it with jeans, it definitely shows your characters as well to others!! Casual and sporty when you wearing a sport shoes!! Oh yeahh..That's the style! I say it! :D

The first time i looked on their advertisement on the giant adv board, my mouth was just =O " a big O shape" Walao wehhhhh.. So damn cheap man!! The jeans just cost rm49.90 man!! Kinda cheap!! I wanna buy another jeans for myself! Lets count! I can buy almost 5 UNIQLO jeans compare with Levi's jeans!! Oh yeahh!! I am falling in love with Denim man!! ( Please don't call me shopaholic! I aint a shopaholic! I just spend with my own money!! )

 Guys, just go to their website Uniqlo to win their rm20 voucher. It just simple and easy. One person can win their voucher 3 times per day. So meaning tomorrow after going to pay a visit to their retail store I gonna win more vouchers too. Hope Lady Luck can smile on me tomorrow so that I can win the ticket fly to Tokyo from Kuala Lumpur!! I really craving for a trip man, especially Japan. And..tomorrow I just need to spend rm29.90 to buy my jeans already!! Hahaa.. Jumping on my feet nw!! Gotta print the voucher out tonight!! Yeehaa~~ See you guys tomorrow!!!!!!

我们可以不长大，但是要牢记一些话!!

1. 要习惯不发短信，少打电话的生活。

2. 等待，本身就是一个错误，那就更不要让别人去等你。

3. 请你记住看的开一点，伤的就会少一点。

4. 许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，一如感情：错过了，遗憾了，才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。

5. 毕业是个残忍的季节，成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。一切都会在秋冬交替的刹那间随风而逝，唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动...

6. 珍惜手边的幸福，不要等到失去以后才悔不当初，也许，你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身上。

7. 人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人，但是车也会有停下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，当你下去的时候你挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路.

8. 有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼，却影响到你的一生。有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落。有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁。

9. 不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他。 

10. 曾经青涩的感受，曾经单纯的表达，  

      曾经真诚的体会，曾经无法割舍的留恋……  

      正在经历的幸福，正在憧憬的美好，  

      正在成长的兴奋与惶恐……走过的年轻，      

      渐渐地长大，在你我共同的记忆里，      

      有那些在校园中传唱着的动听的歌。

11. 一个人过了二十岁，就不会动不动就许下承诺，也不会再动不动就为了理想放弃这、放弃那。成熟的男人要有思想更要有理智。

12. 无论自己身处何种状态，都不要放弃和忘记学习，人最可怕的就是满足，请继续保持野心，有野心理想不一定实现，但是有野心你才会前进，才会不堕落。

13. 不要指望对方为你付出一切，你觉得你的重量真的或者应该比父母、朋友更重要？如果说你很重要，那只是比其中一个或几个重要，但是也许在必要时她会为你付出生命！

14. 不要太看重梦想，吃饱饭才是一切的前提；不要太看重现实，他肯陪着你，已经是足够了。

15.爱情不是生活的一切，20岁了，应该知道那只是生活中的一部分，天天儿女情长，为情所困的男人连女人都会鄙视他。

16. 每当你无聊的时候，总是会给你短信的那个人，才是关心你的人。不要因为习惯就觉得那是应该的。你应该知道没有事又没有企图，还会给你电话的人不多了，如果聊很久的话你应该懂得为什么。

17. 每个人都会累，没人能为你承担所有伤悲，人总有一段时间要学会自己长大。

18. 人可以冷漠，不可以冷血。比如你在街上看见一个乞丐，你可以不给他钱，因为你冷漠，不要说他可能是骗子，这不是你不帮他的理由；你如果看也不看一眼扔给他几毛钱，那是冷血。

19、爱情是两个人的，如果你只是口头说的多爱多爱，但是当他要求你为他做顿饭的时候，你还反问一句“为什么不是男的做饭？”，那你觉得你配说爱他吗？你是否想过当他父母说你是穷小子，不同意你们时，他为你顶撞父母时的压力。

20. 你可以不相信爱情，但是不可以不相信爱。

21. 要学会说“你的眼泪，与我无关”。

22. 如果手机里的老朋友联系的越来越少，不要觉得孤单，那是必然的。

23. 要永远记住感情和婚姻不能建立在金钱之上，选择一个可以跟你同舟共济，可以跟你一起承受人生挫折的人。

24. 男人可以哭，但是不可以轻易认输。

25. 健康高于一切，理智大于情感，父母永远是第一位。

26. 付出没有得到回报那很正常，就像食堂里吃饭，给的钱一样，别人碗里的肉比你多一样的道理.

27. 不要为一个心爱的女人放弃自己做人的原则，可以放下架子但不能丧失自己，大男子主义未尝不好，

28. 如果不能给一个女人基本的物质生活，你拿什么说出你的爱。

29. 无论你从事什么职业，要记住对得起你做人的良心。

30. 那些只要求有房有车的女人远点，请把爱多给父母一些吧，不要为了追求自己未来生活的舒适，牺牲父母毕生的心血，你的目标不是努力让自己的子女未来生活的好，而是让父母能过上你现在想要过的生活，牺牲自己，让他们享受到他们应该享受的生活。

31. 朋友不需要天天联系，如果他需要你的时候请把他的事当成自己的事去办，竭尽所能

32.   24岁前你可以有很多份感情，因为那时你年轻，24岁之后请不要轻易说爱，许下的诺言就是欠下的债。

33. 请努力的改掉自己的脾气和大男子主义，不要以为那很酷，很个性，应该知道那很致命。

34. 不要说没有一个女人可以征服你，如果你愿意，请放下你那处女座特有的追求完美和过于挑剔的特点吧，让自己很愿意去听那个人的话吧。

35. 人生有很多改变自己命运的机会，这些机会要你自己去寻找，去把握，而不是等待别人给你。

36. 永远保持一颗向上的心，不要沉溺于自己过去的记忆和成绩。

37. 要用心对待你身边的每一个人。

38. 25岁到35岁，人生最重要的10年。目标是妻子、孩子、房子、车子、票子、面子。

39. 要时刻记得感恩于那些在人生路上帮助过你的人。

Lets Plant The Seed of Faith In Your Heart!

Today, I had attended church service which I had left out for about one month. Sorry God for couldn't make it because I was busy working during sem break. By the way, the feeling coming back into God's house is just so pretty awesome! Yeahhh

Despite waking up late, I am so sorry about that. I promise that I wont be late anymore so that everyone in church van will be arrive church on time. Sorry for those who waiting me in the bus station and wasted their time just to wait me this PIGGY!!! ><

Oh yeah..Back to the topic! As christian, we often hear the sermons about having faith in God. God is a providing God, He gives everything we want when we ask from Him ( Ehhh..nt those evil things, asking God help you to kill the 1 you hate those a..) Some more, God will give us more than what we expected sometimes. And now, I just want to share a testimony over here.

Last week, really thank God that giving me an opportunity to have a short trip for myself after being so busy working during holiday. God is really great indeed. Actually I planned to go Malacca for this coming sem break, be a backpacker! But God looked at me so tired, people so syok having holiday and enjoy enjoy themselves goyang kaki at home while I was working so hard, so he blessed me with a Malacca trip with a bunch of friends. ( That's what I think la, maybe God doesnt think that way ><)

Having 3 days 2 nights trip in Malacca, we all do visit a lot of places. Jonker Street, A Famosa, Red house, seashore, Ship Museum, satay celup, Menara Taming Sari~~~ Really enjoyed myself to d max!!! And the whole trip we no need to pay for accomodation those, really save a lot. Thx to my fren, Lin Sye and Wen Jie for being our tourist throughout this trip! We really have a lot of funs!

At Melaka River Cruise, sitting on the boat watching the scenic panaroma of Melaka

Inside the Ship Museum

 

Oh well..Thats too much if I just continue upload photos we taken in Melaka trip. We kept on taking pics wherever we go. Hahaa

So, having faith in God that I want to go Melaka trip this small wish had been done by God! Amen!! ( I had save a lot of money and the memories together we had in Melaka, there was nothing can be replaced)

 Thx God for arranging such those new friends in my life and they had cheered my life! 

Putting faith in God sometimes really duno hw to say..U memang know that sometimes really hard to be done, but you put faith in God that He will help you gao dim while you are doubting His ability to help you solve the problem. ( Human really a doubtful animal, always doubted people around them is it got the ability to help them settle their problems) As in Mark 11:22, "Have faith in God" Jesus answered. When we put faith in God, meaning we had taken the first step towards success.

 

Secondly, have faith in you! Meaning we need to have faith in our own self. Believing that you can make a difference and also a breakthrough in your life, definitely it really impact your life. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" --Philippians 4:13

Last but not the least, have faith in others. Others eithered as best friends, friends but still rememeber, we all v paiseh asking people help you take pic wo..Some more nt a digital camera pun >< 1 Corinthias 13:7 

Sometimes when we are in the lowest point of our life, just turn around your back or just lift up your chin, maybe there will be a totally difference compare with your current situation. 

Sooooooo lerrr..Put our faith in God and make a prayer when we are in need. Cause God is really great all the time. Just do our best and God will do the rest but with tern and condition-------- Put faith in God!!!!!

Be Jeanius!!!

Recently, I had bought some denim shirts and also a Levi's latest jeans!! Woohoo! Used my hard-earned money to buy the stuffs that I longing for a long time. The feeling is just too freaking awesome!! Yahoooo (jumping around my room nw!! )

Denim shirts and jeans, can be said that is a forever trend to the fashion world nowadays. In the last century, jeans only wore by mine workers when doing their routine. And now, it had become a leading trend whole around the world. Look at there! There are 6 out of 10 people are wearing jeans! Since it can be wear in any occasion. Either casual, smart casual, sporty, punk....

So now check it out with my Levi's Skinny Denim Curve! Just bought it today in Pavilion. I do really love the service of Levi's Store in Pavilion. Good customer service and a smile that hang on their mouth :)

My jeans is being cut 2 inch long! To suit my height xD

My waist is 28' and I bought a skinny jeans for myself! Weee

Cost me RM244 after cutting the 2' inch long

I was wondering it should give the free service for customer to cut the additional length with the original style!

(Another way to ask customer pay more...Geng daoooo)

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Levi's San Francisco! ;P

p/s: Sry for din updating my blog for a while. I had a lot to write actually but I just lazy to express it out here!! Haha..So stay tuned with my latest news!!

11.10.2010

Wat a happening day 2day

A new colleague, 2 new booths bside our booth, new ppl, new faces, new feelings

I miss my previous colleague very much

Pooi Ling, a nice gal who is studying BBA in utar kampar nw

Both of us love to share d story of us..

Love story la..friendship la..apa apa pun talk la..

We'll share d customer's respond everytime we met those weird customers..

V funny 1 their response

We jz laughed our hearts out whn met those weird ppl

I miss Winson, Ira, Shabri they all

All of them good in approaching ppl as well

Some more they brought laughters to us whn all of us are bored

But nw..Haizz..d booth bside Great Eastern everyday oso change ppl 1

Xien la..d other 1 oso d same

Their promoters look like v fierce 1 lo..

Dn have d feel wn to talk wf them ><

I'll nvr fail to remember tat taste geh..Hahaa

Another news is my ji mui, Priscilla get a new bf!!

They started on 10.10.2010

Wt a meaningful day instead 

Hope she'll happy always la..

Hmm..Am i jz too sensitive or?

You treated me so nice

Wf no reason

Brought me donuts whn u knew tat i nt yet taken dinner

N some more tried ur best to get my favourite sushi although in d end u bought donuts 

D simple lil action is jz so warm hearted..

N u bought apple tea for me.. (he said coffee is nt good especially for gals, easily bcum old ==)

Anyway, thx for everything boy! :D

Is tat d way u treat a common fren?

Or? I'm a special person to you?

I do not have any courage to think more

Lets c wat wil happening nxt

Since both of us stil young.. =P

Other thing, there is another big company trying to recruit me bcum part of them

Great Eastern

1 of d financial planner..i called him Mr Sikh since he is a Singh

He told me tat I m good in talking..

Ahhaa..A tremendous change on my ownself..

Good in presenting my own idea..

And I have d ability to convince ppl

Wooww!! Thx God for giving me this kind of ability

N 1 of their staff thought tat I m a marketing student

Since I noe d way to talk..Hehee..

Thx for ur appraisal sir!

P/s: time to sleep nw..gotta wake up 2molo on 7.15am agn..jz simply typed wats happening on 2day..n good nite ppl!

careless me!

forget to bring the key waa..

Half way to lrt station thn i realized it

Damn!!!

!"£$%%^*(){+

I nid to waste another 5 bucks to go bac my condo to get d key..

Isshhh

Nvm..

I stil gt frenz staying near to my place

Hope he wil come on time to fetch me work :)

I'll end 2day wf a big big smile

Although its nt a good starting

But I believe tat this condition wil turn out better 

All d best to myself!!! 

 :D

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To avoid those strangers peeping my blog
I decided to change my blog link agn
Nt to expose too much of my feelings under other's attention
Seriously i do not like tat
Especially for those frenz who r nt so close wf me geh..
Maybe u'll feel tat ntg much to say towards my attitude
But sry to say tats me!
I am who I am..
If you cant accept.
Jz leave it!
I din beg u to understand me well
Maybe you jz wan to know me more by reading my blog everyday
But if you want to know me more,
I'll rather you sms. msn or skype me
Tats d best way to understand me through conversation
So for those frenz who r closer to me geh..
Dn worry
I'll give u my new blog link..
Oni selected frenz wil know it!
So jz be proud of yourself being picked by me to read my blog
Hahaaa..
And 1 more thing, plz dn simply give my blog link to other ppl..
I DISLIKE it, to say d least :)

Jz want to update my blog
Tats all..
Sry my dear blog for din updating u wf my latest news recently..
I m too bc recently
Working part time in Mid Valley nw..
As 101 Hair care promoter
to promote hair care service..
so friends
if you r free, come n pong chan me la..
our hair care service oni cost u rm18
v worth to do it since normal price is rm437
so plz dn hesitate to try our hair care service
Tats all la..
Gt to sleep nw..
its edi 0009..
nid to wake up early 2molo some more to travel so far
Good nite human! :)

The Last Paper

Oh yeahhh

2molo is the last paper for my Y1S1

CT- Construction Technology

After 2molo

Yam cha, hang gai all come date me!

I gotta relax myself to d fullest here since I m staying here for d 3 weeks

Sure gotta find smtg to fill up my time

Off to study 1st

CT, i wn to SCORE u!!

Its Ok! :)

Phewwwit~~
After you told me I can trace you
Straight away I went thr hav a try..
Thx for reminding me!
Haha..

Wootss~~ You blogged me!
N yeahh..
Thx for your advice..
I'll try to be happy always and do smtg meaningful that can be delighting me always
No boys wish to see a girl who always show her sour face right?
They do not owe me money pun
Hahaa

Its fine to let our friends to read our blog
Especially all of you
I really appreciate the friendship wf you all
When I was down like d days b4,
U guys jz motivate me and ask me not to think too much
Thx for d smileys..
Especially d 1 I commented b4 that his smiley is just exactly d same as Garfield!!
Bwuahhaa xD

Tomorrow is pengajian malaysia exam
Thanks God that this exam is nt being counted inside CGPA
Some more its an objective paper
If you don't know how to answer,
please pick up your guns to shoot them.
The average u hit that answer will be 25%!!
Kinda high right? So just make ur careful decision b4 shooting d target!
LOL!!

Time to continue my pengajian msia
I took a nap this evening so now I m so energetic to complete pengajian msia and CT as well
Go go go!! I wanna fight for CT!!
Siam 1st~~ Byeeee

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因 

我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱

听着这首歌，感觉还蛮可爱的

这首歌，如果没有记错的话不知多少年前的歌

唱歌人的心情就是邂遘了他心中的女神

那位女生的一颦一笑深深地牵动他的心

印在他的心坎里了

就这样，他情非得已地爱上她了

虽然他知道这份爱会蛮辛苦的

再加上他只是在不经意之间偶遇了女主角

可是他还是不顾一切用往直前

想一心一意地呵护她

终究他还是勇敢地爱上她了

真希望这世界上还会存在一见钟情的这种情节

毕竟一见钟情的机会不大．．

可以说是 hmm..

头上中奖的几率都还会大过它？哈哈

总之，本小姐还蛮向往与我的王子来个浪漫的邂遘的哦！！

嘻嘻 =PPP 

We need to talk seriously!

Hey girls!

We need to talk seriously!

I do really mean it

D words i spoke b4 might hurts, but its truth

I cant deny it!

If u really beh song me, just come to confront me!

Please dont do smtg behind me!

To say d least, i really dislike it!

We r growing up and d way we solve problem should be getting mature.

Anyway, i'll pray hard b4 i go confront wf both of u..

I just wish that everything wil turn out to be better..

At least we are still frenz

New blog add!

2 down, 3 more to go on..
Measurement of Building Works I 2day..
I felt like I don't know everything
went in n thn cincai write
OMG!! I don wn to repeat this subj ler
Can mou? God, plz help me!! I wn pass this subj ler..
Dint close my eyes for almost 10 hrs after woke up at 3am lik tat
Woww..broke my record man!! Cn tahan frm 3am til 2pm
really pei fu myself lo..hope i wok so hard n thn d result will pay me wf a nice 1 ><
After campus, rewarded myself chicken rice wf taufu fa
Kinda long time didnt eat taufu fa jo..
So after da bao my lunch thn headed to tat soya bean stall bought soya bean curd
Everything seemed so yummy whn starving for so long, rite?
Took a nap for almost 3 hrs but woke up in d end b4 my alarm rang
cant sleep well la..duno y..
Watched Titanic 2 jz nw..
Hmm..ending almost d same as Titanic 1
But stil d storyline nt bad la..romantic n yet touching
Heyyyy..i hav 2 songs to recommend!
Turn It On by Kevin Costner n Modern West, I Need Your Love by Jordan Amstrong
Accidentally found it! Go listen it!!
Gotta sleep nw!!its 1.51am!!
2molo go Beauty Expo in KLCC, c whether gt any stuffs to buy.. Hehee
Night babeeeeee!!

P/S: Oh yeaa..4gt to tell u all..My new blog add is www.capuccino-sheryl.blogspot.com! Do stay updated wf me! (no special mood 2day, jz feel lik wn to update my blog)

I'll miss you!!

All d best gal..

I'll surely miss you..

I scare my tears dropping whn writing this post

Eventually planned to write a post bout u in my blog here

But everything seemed so sentimental to me if i write bout u right nw

I duno whn r u comin bac nxt time le..

Whn u bac nxt time, we spend time together kao kao ya'..

C..u nt yet fly i goin to cry here edi

So xia sui ler.. ><

Anyway, u r going thr to chase your dream ba..

Go for it..Wish to c u graduate wf a Doctor title..

Dr Lee..i feel so sick..

Is thr any medicine tat suitable me? Hahaa

Its 1.44am here

I think u edi check in jo le..

I really bu she de u lerr..

U r always so strong before us..

Strong dao lik a man

Seldom show us ur true emotion

Even though u met any prob.u'll jz keep steady n solve it urself

Gal, if u had tired being lik this 1 day, remember tat u stil cn find a place to rest here..

We 6 ji muis r always d best listeners..

Whenever you wn to find some1 to talk, jz leave a msg or skype us,k?

 Guess wt..i really cry lerr..OMG!!

Last but nt d least, bon voyage ChiawLi

Wish u will success in ur life..

Take k babe!

N love ya'..Muacksssssssss

Sent you a msg this morning

Hoping that u wil replied wt was I expected

But stil made me felt disappointed

Cant we just go back to d beginning point?

I do miss d moment we spent before, indeed.

Every time i passed by the place we spent before,

the pain in my heart begin to break out

I thought that you were part of my life before that

I began to get used into you

Get used to being called by u using tat nickname

Get used to sms you..

Everytime d msg came in the nickname i given to you was just so sweet for me

But nw everything gone

They had bcum part of my memories for this entire 19 yrs of life

I was so empty whn I knew that i had lost you

I cried whole heartedly when i knew that you were nt belong mine anymore

I cried everytime whn ppl mentioned you in front of me

I tried hard to smile in front of ppl 

and it was so painful whn i listened to sad love song sometimes

U lied to me

But still I chose to forgive you

Friends asked me that m i going crazy?

Hw could i let you to hurt me

Instead of you lied me couple of times but still I love d way u lie

Love is blind? I dunno

Should I give up on you?

Are you worth for me to wait?

There is no answer for this ques temporalily

Oni time will give me d answer one day

Perhaps

But for this moment, i wish that you'll be mine

I have no mood to study SS nw

D whole brain is like full of dumbness

I wondering what happen on me

Too stress?

Oh NO!! I dn wn to be lik HER!! O.O

Anyway, I have no idea at all

Hope 2molo last revision on SS will help la

At least make me have more confidence to conquer it

After SS, d next day will be d gathering wf Chiaw Li n Fui Fui..

If everything goes on plan :)

想你了

一个简单的笑容挂在脸上，足以让我心满意足了..

一个简单的问候，让我觉得心里很温暖..

可是

曾几何时我变成了那么复杂?

思想总是那么钻牛脚尖

总是想东想西的

就这么简单的问题，

我都会想到前因后果

是想要为自己留着后路吗？

还是害怕被结果伤害？

你说 不要顾虑太多问题

就放手一搏吧

毕竟我们都还是年轻人

如果不谈场轰轰烈烈的爱情

就好像枉费人生

而我始终觉得19岁的我

早已过了应该要轰轰烈烈地谈场恋爱的年纪

谈起恋爱来都还要想很多

女生多想，

不是本来是我们的天性吗？

可是在你口中，

我似乎觉得是我自己无理取闹

今天

花了一个下午和朋友温习功课

温习之余也有和他们闲聊

对他们，

多多少少我都会提到你的一些事

只是没有那么深入

跟他们提起我跟你相处的时候

当下

我才发觉原来当时我对你说的话对身为一个男生来说是多么的残忍

 我承认那晚的事有点让我火大

可是你就一声不吭地没告诉我你的理由

你认为我会明白你在想什么吗..

没有在一起

身边的朋友说幸好

因为不知道你会用什么的方式来对待我在谈恋爱时

可是

直到现在

无可否认

我还是选择默默地待在你的身边

默默地守护你

直到有天我觉得累了

不想要继续这无结果

的等待..

DAMN

Damn

Finals is coming nw..

Still left 4 days more 

Gt to finish BSS by today

So 2molo cn practice more on SS

SS a..I dn wn fail you! 

I wn to conquer you!

RF!!

Fuck off the finals! 

I wn HOLIDAYS, seriously

(Sry for being rude x] )

New hairstyle

Finally i got a chance to cut my hair after been ignoring its growth for a month. D fringe is so longgggg, almost cover up my eyes..

My hair end was so dead and d whole head was lik v big..
lik a jellyfish on the land as wt my hsemate said.. ==
Swt la.. Ok lo..i admit tat my head v big la..Ok mou..Isshhh..always being shoot by him..no confidence lo!! ><

N nw..my hairstyle had changed after went to Toni & Guy thr hav a cut. Being a rat to d trainee over thr, d feeling was lik a bit nervous..Cz scare nt nice after cutting d hair..He asked me hw m I wn to cut my hair..N i jz answered him " I wn to keep it long and at the same time i wn change my hairstyle. Can u do it?" He answered " Miss a..v hard ler..U wn to keep it long and at the same time wn change d hairstyle? Cant help u if lik tat..C the end of ur hair..Is so dry n dead..Y dn u jz cut them short n wait them to b longer? Looks better whn u cut away those dead ends and then keep it long......" " Errr..Ok lo..so wt type of hairstyle suits me?........."

After discussing the hairstyle i should cut, he brought me to wash my hair..Felt lik v great being served by ppl lo..Since i nt yet wash my hair at KL here, the price is so HIGH..i dn wn spend too much money on these la..So sam tong ler if cut a hair cost me rm80++ xD

Okk..jz cut d craps off..It took my almost 3 hrs sitting thr to c d stylist cutting my hair..Really nid to be patient whn u jz sitting thr doing ntg at all..Grrr... N finally my head bcum lik this..Yeng? Any comment to my new hairstyle? Nice mou? xD

D only troublesome thing is I nid to style it every morning..If nt it wil b lik toilet bowl ( my mom n dad jz commented on my hairstyle, they r so badddddd :'(((((( ) Aikss..nid to find some time to search some styling product which cn last longer geh..so tat my hair cn b stylo d whole day.. Hmm..feel so insecure whn thr is no hair on my cheek whenever i wn to cover my face..Since my face shape is soooo..... Anyway, I'll love my new haistyle! Teehee :D

September strikes!

Just a blink of eyes, September had arrived.. Lots to be done in this month.. My studies, my coming finals, my relocation... Gosshhh..Hope that everything is going on the track..I dont want to miss out anything and ruined my plan..

Had been a week dint updated my blog..Sry for being so busy for these few days..I have a lots to share actually..But u noe laa..If u wn to write everything in details, it do takes a lot of time to organize it.. So i jz postponed my storiess after my exam! Promiseee... Heheee

Time flies and year 2010 is just only left 3 months..Jeepssyy...The things i had been promised to myself to achieve in this year, i have no idea at all can complete or nt..Sighhhh.. God, plz give me more time..So that year 2010 brings lots of meaning to me!!  (Nid to manage my time well at the same time too!)

September, the season of exams..Every1 is bolted into studies..And u can realize the true faces of ur fren especially in this month..Why should i say so? Bcozz..( hmm..nt convenient to say it here, oni I know God knows the reason behind I said this word thn ok edi) xD

P/S: Anyway, i jz hope that d coming obstacles in this month can be solved by me with God's power and grace upon me! Amen!! :D

Out Of Your Hands

Out Of Your Hands

Out of your hands

Into my heart

You give it all for me

Love that is real

My emptiness filled

That's when I first believe

Out of Your Hands

Into my heart

You put your songs in me

Rivers will flow

Healing me whole

That's when my song will sing

My heart can never comprehend

Love crucified the man

Whose open hands were nailed for me

And now I live each moment serving only You

Jesus my Lord

Out of my hand 

Back to your heart

I give my all to Thee

Words aren't enough

For me to start

To say what You meant to me

I surrender to your love

I surrender to your love

I surrender to your love

I surrender to your love

1 of d cg member said tat my voice quite nice..

At 1st he dunno tat i was singing tat time..

Thn he opened up his eye thn discovered tat rupa-rupanya was me singing thr..

Shuang dao..

Uisehhh...another 1 who saying tat my voice nt bad..

Hahaa..Aaron, thx for making my day..

Another 1 is..d purpose i share this song is..

I found that d flow of this song quite soft..

Recommend it..So if u r interested to this song, u cn come n get d music frm me

 If nt, you can search it in youtube by just typing " Out Of Your Hands"

Enjoy it!

P/s: 2molo is SS practical test...Hope our group will do it on time and no REDO la..All d best, pals! :D 

我喜欢你!! I like You!!

“我...喜欢你!!"
那年，脸上流露着羞涩的神情的女生,站在她喜欢的男生面前，把她的心意传达给对方..
内心战战兢兢的..七上八下..不知道那男生会给她什么样的答复...........

好了..
别想太多了..
现实生活中看太多的言情小说咩..
这种情节怎么会发生在我们这种年代哦..
资讯爆炸的年代..
每个人都是靠简讯，email来和彼此联系..
举凡facebook,twitter 拉..
现在年轻人都可以通过这些管道来认识朋友..
甚至找另一半..

”我喜欢你!!"
这句话,我好像从来没对任何男生说过..
因为本小姐很害羞的ler..
超没有自信心的..
对你们来说，
我是个friendly的人..
很容易跟别人打交道..
错!错!错!
真实的我不是这样的..
应该是说，
其实我不敢跟别人打交道..
因为怕他们会拒绝我..
但是，没办法啦..无论如何都要逼自己跟别人say HELLO!
至少让别人认为说你是个容易相处的人 ..

Err..好像讲到有点偏离今天的主题..
言归正传吧..
我想我真的喜欢上你了..
这句话，到了嘴边又吞下去了..
我不想要造成你的困扰..
我不想要被你认为我是个缠人的女生..
话已经讲得那么明却还是不要接受事实..

明明那么喜欢一个人..
但是却还要装得很不在乎他/她..
对我来说，
是很难的一件事..
是的..我曾经以为我早已放下你了..
不再那么在乎你了..
就算有时你经过我身旁时，我也可以装得很自然..
依然可以和身边的朋友谈笑风生..
殊不知，
那最后的笑容..是伪装得那么辛苦..

和你肩并肩地走..
心里知道我们没有什么可能了..
之前你对我的美好..
全部已经是过眼云霄..
还没有和你手牵手..
还没有和你好好地感受幸福的味道..
还没有好好地依偎在你怀里..
还没有贪婪地呼吸你的味道..
就已经画上了句点..

那天，你问我为什么那么不爽..
难道你要我说：“是因为我看不惯你跟其他的女生很friend!!!!"这样说吗..
”因为我喜欢你，所以我不喜欢其他女生过来粘你.."
"因为你很优秀，所以我怕你会被他们抢走.."
“因为我喜欢你，所以........"
当下的我，心里真的很难受..
一味地发你的脾气,只会让你觉得我很小气..
可是，我何尝不是用这个方式来逃避你..
至少对我自己也会比较舒服点..

我喜欢你!!
这是我来不及对你说的话...
还有，
对不起我对你的任性..
我是真的爱你的.. x)

Sorry

Sorry for accusing you last time..
I thought that phone call was jz a mischief of ur frenz..
I nvr thought tat d moment i scolded you will left a scar in ur heart..

Sry for treating u very bad after tat incident..
I admitted that I am no more important in ur heart..
So thats the only way I chose to face you..
Perhaps all the way i treated you is just to make myself feeling better..
Another way to take revenge on you for treating me lik that previously? x)

Sry for being an imperfect person..
I am not that good as wt u think I knew..
That's y u chose to leave without giving me a reasonable reason?
Knowing that love is tolerate,kind..
We will learn to tolerate with that person when we really do love them..
But for you, you say love not just only tolerate..
So is that means u'll quarrel wf ur gf whenever u cant bear wf her temper?
Putting this ques inside my heart for quite a long time but I just don hav the courage to utter it out..
I dn wn to have any quarrel or misunderstanding happen between you and me agn..
I wn to make everything simple and clear since I knew that thr is no turning point

Sry for angry you for no reason sometimes
I cant explain the reason i angry you at d moment u asked for the reason
How could I just say it out " Is just because u r so CLOSE with other girls tats y i m jealous YOU!!!!"
You treat others gals too friendly until now i stil cant take it easy although i knew that u r nt belong to me anymore
U do really catching attention of mine
But i just pretended that i don care..
That feeling is just like hard to breathe..
(tears rolling down frm my cheek agn.. T.T)

We were being so close..n yet nw v far..
I cant reach out your heart anymore
Thats d most saddest part..
Treating me by usin d way u treat other gals is just an irony to me
Sounds like everything that happened on us before was just like a dream
The bubble which growing bigger and thn suddenly burst out

Sorry for everything..
Thats d only word i cn tell you nw..

上了大学才知道..

01.上了大学才知道，两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友，有可能什么都不是。
02.上了大学才知道，从来不要和别人争论什么，因为那是没有结果的，无论谁对谁错。
03.上了大学才知道，手机是有事的时候用的，并不是为了交流感情。
04.上了大学才知道，真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的。
05.上了大学才知道，很多东西是可遇而不可求的，很多东西你只能拥有一次。
06.上了大学才知道，恋爱不一定是真心的，有可能是利益关系，有可能是攀比心理。
07.上了大学才知道，原来中学老师教的是那么好，那么负责任。
08.上了大学才知道，很多时候自己遇到不开心事，千万不要渴望别人同情，大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起。
09.上了大学才知道，有很多东西是不属于你的，你使劲强求会遭天遣的。
10.上了大学才知道，生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。
11.上了大学才知道，人的性格可以差异到如此之大。
12.上了大学才知道，一个人要自己对自己好，因为真正关心你的人很少，有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己。
13.上了大学才知道，课程会在你不经意间，拉下很多，期末考试前不一定能补回来。
14.上了大学才知道，钱用的是那么快，用钱的地方是那么多。
15.上了大学才知道，从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。
16.上了大学才知道，自己一定在乎自己的自尊，因为你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么。
17.上了大学才知道，不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气，渴望他们谅解你，人家不是你的父母，现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要。
18.上了大学才知道。即便有人对情感看的无所谓，你一定要坚信，人之间的感情，有可能会令所有东西无法超越的，但记住，只是有可能。
19.上了大学才知道，会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事，但那与你无关，别人爱咋整随他便，别生不该生的气，不值。
20.上了大学才知道，许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出，但请留住回忆。
21.上了大学才知道，会遇到很多诱惑，无论别人怎么样，你是你，你有你的原则和底限。
22.上了大学才知道，会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去，但是他爱怎么样就怎么样，我们要大度，不和小人计较，但前提是你正确。
23.上了大学才知道，很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系，在一起就一定是恋人，不是恋人就一定不能在一起。
24.上了大学才知道，学习要刻苦，因为凭聪明就能应付大学科目的人是风毛翎角。
25.上了大学才知道，原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊，丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉。
26.上了大学才知道，太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。
27.上了大学才知道，对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少。
28.上了大学才知道，可以不把所有人当朋友，但千万不能把一个人当敌人，至少可以当同学。
29.上了大学才知道，玩你能玩的起的，玩不起的千万别玩，不然会输的什么都没有的。
30.上了大学才知道，快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距。
31.上了大学才知道，原来上课，吃饭，上自习常常得自己一个人。
32.上了大学才知道，有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解，或是根本不知道他在想什么，千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜，那样会让自己累，既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊，自己又不是占星师。
33.上了大学才知道，每个人都是带有“地方特色”的。
34.上了大学才知道，别人请客吃饭或着自己请别人吃饭都是很平常的，甚至请一个不怎么熟的人都是有可能的
35.上了大学才知道，每个人都是认为自己的家乡最好，无论他的家乡贫穷或富裕。

看到了这篇文章,

里面写的每一项都很真实..

都写出了我们这些大学生的心声..

但是有些是依个人而言啦..

不是每一项我都认同..

Anyway, a busy week is coming..

希望我都有神的能力和恩典去度过..

p/s:乔荔明天要来KL了..身为死党的我当然会和她见面了..只是怕pak cik omar突然间给我们test酱..O gui lo..还打算翘他的课呢..希望明天没有test la..Amen!!! ><