Sent you a msg this morning

Hoping that u wil replied wt was I expected

But stil made me felt disappointed

Cant we just go back to d beginning point?

I do miss d moment we spent before, indeed.

Every time i passed by the place we spent before,

the pain in my heart begin to break out

I thought that you were part of my life before that

I began to get used into you

Get used to being called by u using tat nickname

Get used to sms you..

Everytime d msg came in the nickname i given to you was just so sweet for me

But nw everything gone

They had bcum part of my memories for this entire 19 yrs of life

I was so empty whn I knew that i had lost you

I cried whole heartedly when i knew that you were nt belong mine anymore

I cried everytime whn ppl mentioned you in front of me

I tried hard to smile in front of ppl 

and it was so painful whn i listened to sad love song sometimes

U lied to me

But still I chose to forgive you

Friends asked me that m i going crazy?

Hw could i let you to hurt me

Instead of you lied me couple of times but still I love d way u lie

Love is blind? I dunno

Should I give up on you?

Are you worth for me to wait?

There is no answer for this ques temporalily

Oni time will give me d answer one day

Perhaps

But for this moment, i wish that you'll be mine