I am a Firework!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

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对某些人来说,
它就是个建筑物..
累了,
就回家睡个觉..
从不关心庭院里的花儿枯萎了吗..
还是盆栽里的植物是不是又被蛀虫咬坏了..

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对某些人来说..
它就是个遮风避雨的地方..
工作累了..
被老板臭骂了一顿..
被同事排挤..
被朋友出卖..
被身边的另一半背叛..
心里有一肚子的火..
心情非常地失落..
意志消沉..
就是个让他们暂时沉淀心情的地方..
想通了,
再出发..

,
对我来说..
不止是个建筑物那么简单..
它还是我的避风港..
里..
有我亲爱的人们..
还有佣人..
最重要的是..
它给我的那份归属感..

上次大学假期时,
一回到..
哇..
那种感觉好奇妙...
平时透过电脑与弟弟妹妹他们玩视讯..
才可以看到里的样子..
现在,
却可以不用透过视讯的镜头就可以触摸到..

离开了来到陌生的地方来求学..
这还是第一次..
虽然已经半年多了..
可是那个的感觉还是依然没有那么强烈..
始终都觉得这里不是属于我的..
路上都是我自己一个人在漫步..

遇到不如意的事,
都要自己一个人去面对..
少了人们在旁的支持..
有时,
做什么都提不起劲来..
软绵绵的..
好脆弱啊..

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虽然有时与弟妹吵吵闹闹..
可是就是会让人怀念那很吵人的情景..
至少里没有那么安静..
还有些存在感..
有时,
爸爸妈妈在唠叨的时候,
总觉得好幸福..
觉得他们的唠叨很顺耳..
至少心里知道这个世界上还有关心我的人..
关心我身边的每一件事..

..
对我这个在外求学的游子来说在心中是何等重要的地方..
给了我休息的地方..
也给了我温暖的地方..

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等我吧!!!
我还有少过一个月的时间就回来了..
就在我回来的时候打开门迎接我吧!!
Daddy mummy,记得要煮好吃的招待我哦~~
还有我要螃蟹..锅贴..数不尽的美食啊..
不要忘记了..xD

I miss my home so much, indeed..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Earthquake in Haiti



Taking a look on those pics bout Haiti's earthquake, I really felt sorry bout it..The recent earthquakes happened at Haiti can be counted was the most tragedic 1..The magnitude of 7 deadly earthquake had struck on Haiti on the 12 January 2010..Leaving an unforgetable memory for Haitians in this year 2010.

Widespread damage resulted from the quake, with a majority of buildings collapsing due to the poor structural design and construction. The capital city was devastated, and also the presidential palace was destroyed due to this severe disaster.

Lots of ppl had lost their beloved, family members and also properties..The crying of those women had broke the silent night into pieces, leaving the sigh of those people all around the world..This was the 2nd tragedy after the Sih Chuan's magnitude 8 earthquake which happened in April last yr..

The collapsed schools in Sih Chuan collapsed and the tragedy happened during lesson time..A lots of children had lost their lives in this tragedy and some of them lost their arms and legs..Although this disaster happened on the same year which China was busy preparing for the Olympic Sea Games, it still could not be the reason they gave up on holding the Olympic but became the momentum for the people of China to do the best in the Olympic..The power of unity is always the strongest 1 and of course the grand opening and closing ceremony of Beijing Olympic had won the applauses from the ppl all around the world.

Haiti, the country tat i nvr heard b4(I'm a katak di bawah tempurung, xD) had suddenly jumped into my mind whn i was browsing the latest news which happened all around the world last 4 days..Being one of the poorest country in the world, I was wondering how wil it goin to go through this harsh time..Mayb it is the time for the Haitians stand up and hold hand, together walk through this harsh moment..Anyway, i jz hope tat it will be alright and let God be the 1 who heal those broken hearts..Let those who had lost everything in this earthquake have peace on their heart..let God continue to work in this country and comfort them.. All the best to all Haitians and hope that u all can walk out frm this dilemma one day jz lik the Chinese did..

p/s: My eng is too sucks..Broken english..So jz 4giv me if i had did anything wrong..


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

难过

写着这篇文章时,心情非常地复杂且低落..
也许最近发生了太多东西..让我不知如何去面对..
要前进或后退..
有时选择权就在我们手上..
可是它就这样发生了..
要去阻止也没办法..

2010年的开始...
没有我预期中以欢欣的心情来去庆祝..
反而与朋友闹僵了..
也许我应该面对面与你解决这件事..
而不是就让这件事演变成越来越烦人..
原谅我不爱与人解释我做一件事情背后的目的..
因为我已经习惯不向别人告诉我做一件事情背后的原因..
可能你不能理解这一切..
但是我还是依然照着我做事的方法走..
也许你不能够接受..
但是朋友之间不是应该尝试接受他的优点或缺点的吗?

也许当时我说的话已经伤害了你..
对不起..我只能够这么说..
我真的不是故意的..
可是我想要转达的意思却因为某种原因而被扭曲了..
你就不能理解我当时的心情吗?

我被人拜托带他去走走..
本来我也不想的..
况且在同个星期里我也将会去同个地方..
看着钱包里的钞票剩下寥寥无几了..
加上那朋友一直拗我去陪他买些新年的衣服和鞋子..
他对那地方又不熟..
难道我就那么没有义气不陪他去吗?
Haizzz..

Ok..Fine..
当我听到你也想跟去时,
第一个闪过我脑袋的想法是我想把我的票让给你..
因为我那时真真的不想去..
但是想回去,
当时我们上网订票时位子也所剩无几了..
你和那位朋友也不熟..
那位朋友也不喜欢那么多人一起去..
况且彼此不认识..
难道我就中途告诉那朋友说我不去了,你自己去吧这句话吗?

对于另一位朋友的说法..
我也无可奉告..
也许就因为我们之间的友谊是这么脆弱,
经不起别人的挑拨..
导致你我之间的友谊变质了..

就因为一句话..
你我之间再也没有朋友做了吗?
2010年就要这样闹僵下去吗?

可能是我自己做贱吧..
我也不期望一切了..
如果当初知道做了这个决定背后要付上的代价是这样的话,
我会选择不和那位朋友一起去..

如果这一切还有如果..
我想这世界上的人们再也没有遗憾了..
如果当初没做那样的决定,
我们还有朋友可以做..

只是发生了的事,
我们不能够当作这一切没发生过..
就算嘴巴上说没有关系,
可是在彼此的心上留下了疙瘩..
就算拔除了,
也会留下难以磨灭的疤痕..

算了..
解释就是掩饰..
解释越多,
只会让误会越来越大..
以后我还是关上我的嘴巴作人..
就算看到听到一些不好的事情..
我也不要发表我的意见..
免得伤害了别人我也不知道..

P/S: 心情非常非常地低落中..