I am a Firework!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The Last Paper

Oh yeahhh
2molo is the last paper for my Y1S1
CT- Construction Technology
After 2molo
Yam cha, hang gai all come date me!
I gotta relax myself to d fullest here since I m staying here for d 3 weeks
Sure gotta find smtg to fill up my time
Off to study 1st
CT, i wn to SCORE u!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Its Ok! :)

Phewwwit~~
After you told me I can trace you
Straight away I went thr hav a try..
Thx for reminding me!
Haha..

Wootss~~ You blogged me!
N yeahh..
Thx for your advice..
I'll try to be happy always and do smtg meaningful that can be delighting me always
No boys wish to see a girl who always show her sour face right?
They do not owe me money pun
Hahaa

Its fine to let our friends to read our blog
Especially all of you
I really appreciate the friendship wf you all
When I was down like d days b4,
U guys jz motivate me and ask me not to think too much
Thx for d smileys..
Especially d 1 I commented b4 that his smiley is just exactly d same as Garfield!!
Bwuahhaa xD

Tomorrow is pengajian malaysia exam
Thanks God that this exam is nt being counted inside CGPA
Some more its an objective paper
If you don't know how to answer,
please pick up your guns to shoot them.
The average u hit that answer will be 25%!!
Kinda high right? So just make ur careful decision b4 shooting d target!
LOL!!

Time to continue my pengajian msia
I took a nap this evening so now I m so energetic to complete pengajian msia and CT as well
Go go go!! I wanna fight for CT!!
Siam 1st~~ Byeeee

情非得已

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因 
我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱
 
听着这首歌,感觉还蛮可爱的
这首歌,如果没有记错的话不知多少年前的歌
唱歌人的心情就是邂遘了他心中的女神
那位女生的一颦一笑深深地牵动他的心
印在他的心坎里了
就这样,他情非得已地爱上她了
虽然他知道这份爱会蛮辛苦的
再加上他只是在不经意之间偶遇了女主角
可是他还是不顾一切用往直前
想一心一意地呵护她
终究他还是勇敢地爱上她了
真希望这世界上还会存在一见钟情的这种情节
毕竟一见钟情的机会不大..
可以说是 hmm..
头上中奖的几率都还会大过它?哈哈
总之,本小姐还蛮向往与我的王子来个浪漫的邂遘的哦!!
嘻嘻 =PPP 

Monday, September 20, 2010

We need to talk seriously!

Hey girls!
We need to talk seriously!
I do really mean it
D words i spoke b4 might hurts, but its truth
I cant deny it!
If u really beh song me, just come to confront me!
Please dont do smtg behind me!
To say d least, i really dislike it!
We r growing up and d way we solve problem should be getting mature.
Anyway, i'll pray hard b4 i go confront wf both of u..
I just wish that everything wil turn out to be better..
At least we are still frenz

Saturday, September 18, 2010

New blog add!

2 down, 3 more to go on..
Measurement of Building Works I 2day..
I felt like I don't know everything
went in n thn cincai write
OMG!! I don wn to repeat this subj ler
Can mou? God, plz help me!! I wn pass this subj ler..
Dint close my eyes for almost 10 hrs after woke up at 3am lik tat
Woww..broke my record man!! Cn tahan frm 3am til 2pm
really pei fu myself lo..hope i wok so hard n thn d result will pay me wf a nice 1 ><
After campus, rewarded myself chicken rice wf taufu fa
Kinda long time didnt eat taufu fa jo..
So after da bao my lunch thn headed to tat soya bean stall bought soya bean curd
Everything seemed so yummy whn starving for so long, rite?
Took a nap for almost 3 hrs but woke up in d end b4 my alarm rang
cant sleep well la..duno y..
Watched Titanic 2 jz nw..
Hmm..ending almost d same as Titanic 1
But stil d storyline nt bad la..romantic n yet touching
Heyyyy..i hav 2 songs to recommend!
Turn It On by Kevin Costner n Modern West, I Need Your Love by Jordan Amstrong
Accidentally found it! Go listen it!!
Gotta sleep nw!!its 1.51am!!
2molo go Beauty Expo in KLCC, c whether gt any stuffs to buy.. Hehee
Night babeeeeee!!

P/S: Oh yeaa..4gt to tell u all..My new blog add is www.capuccino-sheryl.blogspot.com! Do stay updated wf me! (no special mood 2day, jz feel lik wn to update my blog)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

I'll miss you!!

All d best gal..
I'll surely miss you..
I scare my tears dropping whn writing this post
Eventually planned to write a post bout u in my blog here
But everything seemed so sentimental to me if i write bout u right nw
I duno whn r u comin bac nxt time le..
Whn u bac nxt time, we spend time together kao kao ya'..
C..u nt yet fly i goin to cry here edi
So xia sui ler.. ><
Anyway, u r going thr to chase your dream ba..
Go for it..Wish to c u graduate wf a Doctor title..
Dr Lee..i feel so sick..
Is thr any medicine tat suitable me? Hahaa
Its 1.44am here
I think u edi check in jo le..
I really bu she de u lerr..
U r always so strong before us..
Strong dao lik a man
Seldom show us ur true emotion
Even though u met any prob.u'll jz keep steady n solve it urself
Gal, if u had tired being lik this 1 day, remember tat u stil cn find a place to rest here..
We 6 ji muis r always d best listeners..
Whenever you wn to find some1 to talk, jz leave a msg or skype us,k?
 Guess wt..i really cry lerr..OMG!!
Last but nt d least, bon voyage ChiawLi
Wish u will success in ur life..
Take k babe!
N love ya'..Muacksssssssss

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Sent you a msg this morning
Hoping that u wil replied wt was I expected
But stil made me felt disappointed
Cant we just go back to d beginning point?
I do miss d moment we spent before, indeed.
Every time i passed by the place we spent before,
the pain in my heart begin to break out
I thought that you were part of my life before that
I began to get used into you
Get used to being called by u using tat nickname
Get used to sms you..
Everytime d msg came in the nickname i given to you was just so sweet for me
But nw everything gone
They had bcum part of my memories for this entire 19 yrs of life
I was so empty whn I knew that i had lost you
I cried whole heartedly when i knew that you were nt belong mine anymore
I cried everytime whn ppl mentioned you in front of me
I tried hard to smile in front of ppl 
and it was so painful whn i listened to sad love song sometimes
U lied to me
But still I chose to forgive you
Friends asked me that m i going crazy?
Hw could i let you to hurt me
Instead of you lied me couple of times but still I love d way u lie
Love is blind? I dunno
Should I give up on you?
Are you worth for me to wait?
There is no answer for this ques temporalily
Oni time will give me d answer one day
Perhaps
But for this moment, i wish that you'll be mine

Monday, September 13, 2010

I have no mood to study SS nw
D whole brain is like full of dumbness
I wondering what happen on me
Too stress?
Oh NO!! I dn wn to be lik HER!! O.O
Anyway, I have no idea at all
Hope 2molo last revision on SS will help la
At least make me have more confidence to conquer it
After SS, d next day will be d gathering wf Chiaw Li n Fui Fui..
If everything goes on plan :)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

想你了

一个简单的笑容挂在脸上,足以让我心满意足了..
一个简单的问候,让我觉得心里很温暖..

可是
曾几何时我变成了那么复杂?
思想总是那么钻牛脚尖
总是想东想西的
就这么简单的问题,
我都会想到前因后果
是想要为自己留着后路吗?
还是害怕被结果伤害?


你说 不要顾虑太多问题
就放手一搏吧
毕竟我们都还是年轻人
如果不谈场轰轰烈烈的爱情
就好像枉费人生
而我始终觉得19岁的我
早已过了应该要轰轰烈烈地谈场恋爱的年纪
谈起恋爱来都还要想很多
女生多想,
不是本来是我们的天性吗?
可是在你口中,
我似乎觉得是我自己无理取闹

今天
花了一个下午和朋友温习功课
温习之余也有和他们闲聊
对他们,
多多少少我都会提到你的一些事
只是没有那么深入
跟他们提起我跟你相处的时候
当下
我才发觉原来当时我对你说的话对身为一个男生来说是多么的残忍
 我承认那晚的事有点让我火大
可是你就一声不吭地没告诉我你的理由
你认为我会明白你在想什么吗..

没有在一起
身边的朋友说幸好
因为不知道你会用什么的方式来对待我在谈恋爱时
可是
直到现在
无可否认
我还是选择默默地待在你的身边
默默地守护你
直到有天我觉得累了
不想要继续这无结果
的等待..

Friday, September 10, 2010

DAMN

Damn
Finals is coming nw..
Still left 4 days more 
Gt to finish BSS by today
So 2molo cn practice more on SS
SS a..I dn wn fail you! 
I wn to conquer you!
RF!!

Fuck off the finals! 
I wn HOLIDAYS, seriously
(Sry for being rude x] )

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

New hairstyle

Finally i got a chance to cut my hair after been ignoring its growth for a month. D fringe is so longgggg, almost cover up my eyes..

My hair end was so dead and d whole head was lik v big..
lik a jellyfish on the land as wt my hsemate said.. ==
Swt la.. Ok lo..i admit tat my head v big la..Ok mou..Isshhh..always being shoot by him..no confidence lo!! ><

N nw..my hairstyle had changed after went to Toni & Guy thr hav a cut. Being a rat to d trainee over thr, d feeling was lik a bit nervous..Cz scare nt nice after cutting d hair..He asked me hw m I wn to cut my hair..N i jz answered him " I wn to keep it long and at the same time i wn change my hairstyle. Can u do it?" He answered " Miss a..v hard ler..U wn to keep it long and at the same time wn change d hairstyle? Cant help u if lik tat..C the end of ur hair..Is so dry n dead..Y dn u jz cut them short n wait them to b longer? Looks better whn u cut away those dead ends and then keep it long......" " Errr..Ok lo..so wt type of hairstyle suits me?........."

After discussing the hairstyle i should cut, he brought me to wash my hair..Felt lik v great being served by ppl lo..Since i nt yet wash my hair at KL here, the price is so HIGH..i dn wn spend too much money on these la..So sam tong ler if cut a hair cost me rm80++ xD

Okk..jz cut d craps off..It took my almost 3 hrs sitting thr to c d stylist cutting my hair..Really nid to be patient whn u jz sitting thr doing ntg at all..Grrr... N finally my head bcum lik this..Yeng? Any comment to my new hairstyle? Nice mou? xD
D only troublesome thing is I nid to style it every morning..If nt it wil b lik toilet bowl ( my mom n dad jz commented on my hairstyle, they r so badddddd :'(((((( ) Aikss..nid to find some time to search some styling product which cn last longer geh..so tat my hair cn b stylo d whole day.. Hmm..feel so insecure whn thr is no hair on my cheek whenever i wn to cover my face..Since my face shape is soooo..... Anyway, I'll love my new haistyle! Teehee :D

Saturday, September 4, 2010

September strikes!

Just a blink of eyes, September had arrived.. Lots to be done in this month.. My studies, my coming finals, my relocation... Gosshhh..Hope that everything is going on the track..I dont want to miss out anything and ruined my plan..

Had been a week dint updated my blog..Sry for being so busy for these few days..I have a lots to share actually..But u noe laa..If u wn to write everything in details, it do takes a lot of time to organize it.. So i jz postponed my storiess after my exam! Promiseee... Heheee

Time flies and year 2010 is just only left 3 months..Jeepssyy...The things i had been promised to myself to achieve in this year, i have no idea at all can complete or nt..Sighhhh.. God, plz give me more time..So that year 2010 brings lots of meaning to me!!  (Nid to manage my time well at the same time too!)

September, the season of exams..Every1 is bolted into studies..And u can realize the true faces of ur fren especially in this month..Why should i say so? Bcozz..( hmm..nt convenient to say it here, oni I know God knows the reason behind I said this word thn ok edi) xD

P/S: Anyway, i jz hope that d coming obstacles in this month can be solved by me with God's power and grace upon me! Amen!! :D