Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Because of you, i learn to grow up stronger in love..

Perhaps falling in love is a matter tat i couldnt afford..

It hurts..

N I dn hav d courage to face these anymore..

Could you plz jz let me go..

Tears r scrolling down frm my cheek..

N i can heard d sound of broken glass once agn in this silent night..

Jz let me run away frm u,ok?

I wn to leave you without hesitation..

受伤了..

我受伤了..

真的真的受伤了..

躲在角落里..

独自默默地舔着自己的伤口..

来到这里..

我的身、心、灵都承受着压力..

也不断地不小心弄伤自己..

莫名其妙的瘀青..

莫名其妙的抓痕..

莫名其妙的伤口..

是自己太过不小心吗？

怎么把自己弄伤过后才发觉到呢..

是自己已经忘了痛的感觉是什么吗..

还是我刻意把痛的感觉给忘了..

可是..

身体上的伤害，

有时都不及心灵上所受到的伤害..

被人放弃、遗弃、排挤、遗忘..

心里是多么的难受..

就像胸口被人捶打的那种难以呼吸的感觉..

没有家人以及朋友在身边..

惟有自己照顾自己..

希望自己以后得小心一点..

不要这么大头虾了..

懵懵懂懂受了伤却不知道..

P/S: 心情真的很沉重当我写着这篇文章..不知道为什么.. xD