The 3rd month

Being here for the 3rd month.. Wondering hw m i stand wf all d problems n difficulties here.. since i am not used to solve problem myself b4 tat.. Agn, life is so bc here.. Every week gt lab report to b submitted.. Some more gt mid term test.. n followed by exam which hold on Sept.. Although i always tell my frenz tat i really enjoy d life here, but still i cant cheat myself.. Even though it sounds v interesting whn we r free frm our parents, no any restriction anyway.. BUt still i wish tat thr is a person who wil control me myself frm being "wild"..

Coming here for 3 months liao.. Wat can i get frm here is d experience of living 2gether as a group.. meaning tat human cant live without companion.. Coz we nid to communicate wf others..Hw can we jz close ourselves in a closed room, rejecting others who try to be fren with u.. But i dn ignore d existance of this king of ppl..

Besides tat, i get to noe some frenz here.. Classmates, some course mates but stil i cant remeber their name.. Church members n some other frenz.. At least can find them come out yam cha whn i am boring or nid come help.. Lolz.. This is 1 of frens' function actually.. Haha.. ANyway, d presence of them really colours n cheer up my life here..

Hmm.. I oso went to penang last last weekend.. Spending more thn 1 day thr.. slept in a fren, Mike's hse.. Asking him to bring us go shopping coz we nid to buy formal attire 4 presentation actually.. So din really enjoy ourselves at penang thr.. Almost spent all d time on d road nia.. Mayb we were goin thr not at d right time.. Hmm..nvm thn.. Nxt time thn go agn.. Hhaa.. ( too rich is it)

Oh yea.. Thx to all my frenz who were helping me to celebrate my 18th birthday on 19 july.. I was thinking tat ther should b no1 wil help me celebrate as we were goin to hav econs test on d nxt 2 day.. BUt still of u came.. I really do appreciate it.. N we played v crazy on tat day.. Played wf d icing cream.. Wiped on my hair.. Taking photos wf cute wu lin.. N many more.. Hard to describe them in words.. But it will curved in my heart..

Btw, i guess it was d summary for d July.. Lazy to say liao.. Lolzz

Emptyness In My Heart

In a starry night where i am in the foreign place, darkness and emptyness engulfed me.. My heart was sank as i was drowned in the endless assignment and lab report.. Where should i realease my tension as here is no longer my own place.. Sharing a room wf a fren who was not really known with each other in d beginning.. Until nw we hav the same understanding n opinion towards some matter.. Even though sometimes i would not agree with her decision but still this is the lesson i should learn.. Learn to respect each other and also to accept their mindset.. Diff ppl hav diff perspectives and points of view.. N frm them we may learn smtg.. (Talking lik a mom nw) XD

Btw, stil left 99 days to go nw.. I miss my home honestly.. Unlike some of my group mate, they can jz go home whenever they want.. As their home jz take few hours to reach.. Mom, i miss your soup n dishes so much.. N at here i nid to learn to interact wf each other n oso being independant.. Gosshhh.. I hate this lesson but unfortunately this is the way tat every1 should go through within their life.. Aiks..

Empty?!! I nid some liquid or so called "love" to fill my heart.. I nid some support but who giv me the support??!! Who??!! Frenz? Mayb but wat i nid the most is the embrace frm God.. I miss u God n miss my church at Twu de.. D atmosphere of the church here is completely diff frm my church.. I stil cant the feel the feeling of home over here.. Diff atmosphere n oso d youth culture.. Diff ppl n diff mode of preeching.. all of these i nid to learn t adapt with but plz giv me some time.. K?

N now is 03.07am.. Agn, it is raining outside here.. Its time to sleep nw n may God bless me in the following entire days.. Strengthening my spirit n my soul.. Rain down on me.. rain down on me.. Here is the presence i can see.. Touch me agn, Lord.. Amen!!

在金宝的第一个月

18.05.2009-22.06.2009


第一次离开了家乡，来到了完全陌生的地方。。霹雳州，之前对这个地方的之前对这个地方的印象惟有政治乱糟糟。。华人的数量好像比其他州属来得多。。还有这里的人很少是基督徒的。。

踏上了金宝这个地方，可以说是生命中另一扇门的目的地。。在这里，我将会做回学生的本分，读书，考试，写报告，performing presentation。。也是即将在这里花上三或四年的地方。。过了这些无数的日子，我将会被冠上“大学生”的称号，出来社会工作.。怎么感觉一切都太快。。快得令我感觉很不可思议。。

拍谢。。太久没写部落格了。。有点词穷，不知要写些什么。。不好意思哦。。

Wat a tired day today...

Today is my first working day.. Quite early then i woke up to prepare everything..Quite panic too.. Coz this is my first time go out working for ppl n i nvr tried it b4.. Will the boss wil scold me?? I had went to bed very early last note coz i scared tat i cant wake up tat early 2day.. Mana tau quite work wo.. I can wake up early.. Haha..

Reached there, i saw some students who worked at ther as part timer.. Some of them r from another skool but i could get noe bout them.. At the first time i scared tat i had no topic to chat wf them but everything was alright later.. I got to noe Fiona who was the one of the SUPERSTAR competitors..Ying ying, Fiona's younger sis, Ping, Daniel, Ah Nan, Bao Yi, Ching Ann, Ka Kee, Ella, Lin, Pyn n the other who i edi forgt her name... XD

I worked as a cashier over there..I had learned hw to cash register all those stuffs.. Other than tat, i oso learn to communicate wf customer, make fren wf others.. We need to hav our luch time b4 12pm bcoz it is the peak hour at tat time.. All those hotel staffs will get down there to hav their lunch.. So all of us will b very bc at tat time..

So ngam ngam, i saw my physics teacher, T Fanny n my k bro at there.. They must b come n hav a window shopping over there.. Y i say lik tat?? Coz there r still lots of shop havent open yet..Lolx.. Anyway, i wil never fail to remember wat i learn today.. N i believe tat 2molo wil b a better day for me.. Coz i noe tat God's grace wil upon me every time when i need him..Lolx..
Aza aza fighting!! Jia you!! I can do it!!! :)