Emptyness In My Heart

In a starry night where i am in the foreign place, darkness and emptyness engulfed me.. My heart was sank as i was drowned in the endless assignment and lab report.. Where should i realease my tension as here is no longer my own place.. Sharing a room wf a fren who was not really known with each other in d beginning.. Until nw we hav the same understanding n opinion towards some matter.. Even though sometimes i would not agree with her decision but still this is the lesson i should learn.. Learn to respect each other and also to accept their mindset.. Diff ppl hav diff perspectives and points of view.. N frm them we may learn smtg.. (Talking lik a mom nw) XD

Btw, stil left 99 days to go nw.. I miss my home honestly.. Unlike some of my group mate, they can jz go home whenever they want.. As their home jz take few hours to reach.. Mom, i miss your soup n dishes so much.. N at here i nid to learn to interact wf each other n oso being independant.. Gosshhh.. I hate this lesson but unfortunately this is the way tat every1 should go through within their life.. Aiks..

Empty?!! I nid some liquid or so called "love" to fill my heart.. I nid some support but who giv me the support??!! Who??!! Frenz? Mayb but wat i nid the most is the embrace frm God.. I miss u God n miss my church at Twu de.. D atmosphere of the church here is completely diff frm my church.. I stil cant the feel the feeling of home over here.. Diff atmosphere n oso d youth culture.. Diff ppl n diff mode of preeching.. all of these i nid to learn t adapt with but plz giv me some time.. K?

N now is 03.07am.. Agn, it is raining outside here.. Its time to sleep nw n may God bless me in the following entire days.. Strengthening my spirit n my soul.. Rain down on me.. rain down on me.. Here is the presence i can see.. Touch me agn, Lord.. Amen!!