I'll miss you!!

All d best gal..

I'll surely miss you..

I scare my tears dropping whn writing this post

Eventually planned to write a post bout u in my blog here

But everything seemed so sentimental to me if i write bout u right nw

I duno whn r u comin bac nxt time le..

Whn u bac nxt time, we spend time together kao kao ya'..

C..u nt yet fly i goin to cry here edi

So xia sui ler.. ><

Anyway, u r going thr to chase your dream ba..

Go for it..Wish to c u graduate wf a Doctor title..

Dr Lee..i feel so sick..

Is thr any medicine tat suitable me? Hahaa

Its 1.44am here

I think u edi check in jo le..

I really bu she de u lerr..

U r always so strong before us..

Strong dao lik a man

Seldom show us ur true emotion

Even though u met any prob.u'll jz keep steady n solve it urself

Gal, if u had tired being lik this 1 day, remember tat u stil cn find a place to rest here..

We 6 ji muis r always d best listeners..

Whenever you wn to find some1 to talk, jz leave a msg or skype us,k?

 Guess wt..i really cry lerr..OMG!!

Last but nt d least, bon voyage ChiawLi

Wish u will success in ur life..

Take k babe!

N love ya'..Muacksssssssss

Sent you a msg this morning

Hoping that u wil replied wt was I expected

But stil made me felt disappointed

Cant we just go back to d beginning point?

I do miss d moment we spent before, indeed.

Every time i passed by the place we spent before,

the pain in my heart begin to break out

I thought that you were part of my life before that

I began to get used into you

Get used to being called by u using tat nickname

Get used to sms you..

Everytime d msg came in the nickname i given to you was just so sweet for me

But nw everything gone

They had bcum part of my memories for this entire 19 yrs of life

I was so empty whn I knew that i had lost you

I cried whole heartedly when i knew that you were nt belong mine anymore

I cried everytime whn ppl mentioned you in front of me

I tried hard to smile in front of ppl 

and it was so painful whn i listened to sad love song sometimes

U lied to me

But still I chose to forgive you

Friends asked me that m i going crazy?

Hw could i let you to hurt me

Instead of you lied me couple of times but still I love d way u lie

Love is blind? I dunno

Should I give up on you?

Are you worth for me to wait?

There is no answer for this ques temporalily

Oni time will give me d answer one day

Perhaps

But for this moment, i wish that you'll be mine

I have no mood to study SS nw

D whole brain is like full of dumbness

I wondering what happen on me

Too stress?

Oh NO!! I dn wn to be lik HER!! O.O

Anyway, I have no idea at all

Hope 2molo last revision on SS will help la

At least make me have more confidence to conquer it

After SS, d next day will be d gathering wf Chiaw Li n Fui Fui..

If everything goes on plan :)

想你了

一个简单的笑容挂在脸上，足以让我心满意足了..

一个简单的问候，让我觉得心里很温暖..

可是

曾几何时我变成了那么复杂?

思想总是那么钻牛脚尖

总是想东想西的

就这么简单的问题，

我都会想到前因后果

是想要为自己留着后路吗？

还是害怕被结果伤害？

你说 不要顾虑太多问题

就放手一搏吧

毕竟我们都还是年轻人

如果不谈场轰轰烈烈的爱情

就好像枉费人生

而我始终觉得19岁的我

早已过了应该要轰轰烈烈地谈场恋爱的年纪

谈起恋爱来都还要想很多

女生多想，

不是本来是我们的天性吗？

可是在你口中，

我似乎觉得是我自己无理取闹

今天

花了一个下午和朋友温习功课

温习之余也有和他们闲聊

对他们，

多多少少我都会提到你的一些事

只是没有那么深入

跟他们提起我跟你相处的时候

当下

我才发觉原来当时我对你说的话对身为一个男生来说是多么的残忍

 我承认那晚的事有点让我火大

可是你就一声不吭地没告诉我你的理由

你认为我会明白你在想什么吗..

没有在一起

身边的朋友说幸好

因为不知道你会用什么的方式来对待我在谈恋爱时

可是

直到现在

无可否认

我还是选择默默地待在你的身边

默默地守护你

直到有天我觉得累了

不想要继续这无结果

的等待..

DAMN

Damn

Finals is coming nw..

Still left 4 days more 

Gt to finish BSS by today

So 2molo cn practice more on SS

SS a..I dn wn fail you! 

I wn to conquer you!

RF!!

Fuck off the finals! 

I wn HOLIDAYS, seriously

(Sry for being rude x] )

New hairstyle

Finally i got a chance to cut my hair after been ignoring its growth for a month. D fringe is so longgggg, almost cover up my eyes..

My hair end was so dead and d whole head was lik v big..
lik a jellyfish on the land as wt my hsemate said.. ==
Swt la.. Ok lo..i admit tat my head v big la..Ok mou..Isshhh..always being shoot by him..no confidence lo!! ><

N nw..my hairstyle had changed after went to Toni & Guy thr hav a cut. Being a rat to d trainee over thr, d feeling was lik a bit nervous..Cz scare nt nice after cutting d hair..He asked me hw m I wn to cut my hair..N i jz answered him " I wn to keep it long and at the same time i wn change my hairstyle. Can u do it?" He answered " Miss a..v hard ler..U wn to keep it long and at the same time wn change d hairstyle? Cant help u if lik tat..C the end of ur hair..Is so dry n dead..Y dn u jz cut them short n wait them to b longer? Looks better whn u cut away those dead ends and then keep it long......" " Errr..Ok lo..so wt type of hairstyle suits me?........."

After discussing the hairstyle i should cut, he brought me to wash my hair..Felt lik v great being served by ppl lo..Since i nt yet wash my hair at KL here, the price is so HIGH..i dn wn spend too much money on these la..So sam tong ler if cut a hair cost me rm80++ xD

Okk..jz cut d craps off..It took my almost 3 hrs sitting thr to c d stylist cutting my hair..Really nid to be patient whn u jz sitting thr doing ntg at all..Grrr... N finally my head bcum lik this..Yeng? Any comment to my new hairstyle? Nice mou? xD

D only troublesome thing is I nid to style it every morning..If nt it wil b lik toilet bowl ( my mom n dad jz commented on my hairstyle, they r so badddddd :'(((((( ) Aikss..nid to find some time to search some styling product which cn last longer geh..so tat my hair cn b stylo d whole day.. Hmm..feel so insecure whn thr is no hair on my cheek whenever i wn to cover my face..Since my face shape is soooo..... Anyway, I'll love my new haistyle! Teehee :D

September strikes!

Just a blink of eyes, September had arrived.. Lots to be done in this month.. My studies, my coming finals, my relocation... Gosshhh..Hope that everything is going on the track..I dont want to miss out anything and ruined my plan..

Had been a week dint updated my blog..Sry for being so busy for these few days..I have a lots to share actually..But u noe laa..If u wn to write everything in details, it do takes a lot of time to organize it.. So i jz postponed my storiess after my exam! Promiseee... Heheee

Time flies and year 2010 is just only left 3 months..Jeepssyy...The things i had been promised to myself to achieve in this year, i have no idea at all can complete or nt..Sighhhh.. God, plz give me more time..So that year 2010 brings lots of meaning to me!!  (Nid to manage my time well at the same time too!)

September, the season of exams..Every1 is bolted into studies..And u can realize the true faces of ur fren especially in this month..Why should i say so? Bcozz..( hmm..nt convenient to say it here, oni I know God knows the reason behind I said this word thn ok edi) xD

P/S: Anyway, i jz hope that d coming obstacles in this month can be solved by me with God's power and grace upon me! Amen!! :D