生日快乐,我的老妈子！

妈咪,生日快乐!!!（我才你不想我公布你多少岁吧..Ok咯..我很sek do的..嘿嘿..)
谢谢你怀胎十个月把我生出来..
虽然我们的家境没有像别人那么大富大贵,但是生活总算过得去..
至少家里还有kakak给你差遣..
时常飞来飞去做生意..

想起你明年在我生日时在我身边陪我度过我在外地庆生的第3个年头,心里非常雀跃..
至少20岁的生日是有家人在我的身边陪伴着我..
(请不要怀疑,我就是巨蟹座女生,依赖家里geh..但是你丢我一个人在沙漠,我绝对会生存下来给你看的!! xD)

妈咪,我知道你的心愿就是有朝一日可以搬回古晋居住..
因为那里毕竟都是你的家乡..
我们的亲戚大多数都是在那儿,发生什么事情都会有个照应..
外婆也还健在..你想要多花时间在外婆有生之年陪在她身边孝敬她..
这些我们都知道..加上,我们四兄弟姐妹也希望可以搬去古晋..
至少发展的速度比我们沙巴快很多..
飞机飞去新加坡也只花一个小时多..
但也要给daddy点时间去准备吧...

Mommy, thanks for being my mother for these 19 years. You are such a great mom and always be the one who supports and inspires me the most throughout my life. I still can remember vividly you are the one who protected me from being beaten by dad last time. Although I was rebellious during my young age, you still tolerate with my hot temper and never fail to correct me when I was done something wrong. Just take good care of yourself and never stop to achieving target in your career. I'll always be there to support you when you are in need (although I am so far apart from you) Love you gao gao!! Muackssssss..I promise you I'll do my best in my studies and dont fail you hope in me! May God bless you abundantly and have a healthy body! Love youuuuuu

再次

再次,我的脑海中满都是你的影子..
你迷人的笑容,你取给我的小昵称
一切都历历在目..
我们曾经地那么要好,一起分享生活的点点滴滴..
一起肩并肩在走廊走向讲堂..
可是现在呢..
想关心你,却不知该怎么做..
感觉真的很无奈+无言..

那天,乘朋友的车在去巴生的路上..
扭开收音机..
广播人员那充满元气的声音，驱走那懒洋洋的空气..
正当全神贯注地听DJ念别人传送进去的寄语..
偶然听见了你写给那位女生的一些话..
当时的我好像电脑当机一样..
眼神放空..
不敢相信你真的对那位女生产生了感情..
你说,
你不想贸贸然和她展开一段感情,是因为怕会影响她的功课..做回朋友会比较好些..
好熟悉的对白..让我跌入记忆的深渊..

是你太不甘寂寞吗？
还是你真的对她有意思呢？
有时上课不经意地朝你的方向望去..
你望着她的眼神,就好像当时你看着我的时候..
那种说不出的感觉..
那深情的眼神,就透露着你喜欢她的讯息..

今天,在图书馆的角落温习功课..
那自以为已经上了锁的记忆..
却不小心打翻了...
尘封已久的回忆,一点点地被掀开了..
黯然回首..
一切都已经离我们而去..
泪水已经沾湿我的眼眶..
我努力地不让它掉下..倔强地抬起头..
收拾心情,往cafeteria的方向走去..

Love has gone away? Perhaps..

给,不给

谢谢你贴心的举动,我真的蛮感动一下的..我不是开玩笑的..
太少男生会对我这么贴心（因为行为举止太过大方，所以在他们的眼里我已不像个女生了><),所以你一个举动，让我觉得至少我还是位女生..哈哈..

我们相处的时候,你的眼神和你的一举一动,已经在不经意间透露出些讯息..关于这讯息呢,其实本小姐我在这之前已经发现到了..只是我选择不去理会,忽略掉..原谅我为什么那样对待你..我只是不想要我们之间的关系有任何的变化，只希望保持原状就好了

朋友说,为何不给你一次机会呢？因为...你是个好男生,不想要你在我身上花任何的时间..与其知道之间的关系没有任何向前迈进一步的机会,为何不坦白告诉你呢？因为我选择不去残忍地剖开心里话告诉你，事实总是残酷的,不是吗？

在我眼中，优秀的男生确实不少..能够让人心动的也同样地的确蛮多.有时心里蛮想要找个男朋友来依靠,遇到困难时至少还有他在身边加油打气,享受被人捧在手心的感觉..但是这个念头一闪即失，因为习惯自己一个人生活，也许..

啊!还是不要想那么多了,一切顺其自然吧..在我心里，你依然是位很好的男生朋友.谢谢你的温柔，让我觉得我有那一瞬间的幸福  :)

I thought..

I thought that both of us hardly to have a meal together after the incident

But the truth proved that it was not that hard

My mind just so free of keep thinking of you 

I wondering why

Is it means that I do not love you anymore?

Perhaps..

Maybe everything had been washed away by time literally

We kept silent in d midst

I just simply cant find any topic to start our conversation 

You just playing ur iphone

And I just busy replying my friend's message.

Everything is just pretended so well in front of your eyes.

I just pretended I was so happy when someone replied my message.

Just to let you know that without you, my life is still the same?

Perhaps..

I just don't want you to look down on me. Seriously

"Thank you for you companion."

Thats the message from you.

I grinned and replied " Welcome :D"

Lets Shout for UNIQLO Malaysia!!

Recently, I guess the whole Malaysians is going crazy for UNIQLO Japan, the first apparel brand of Japan. Looking back on those fashion magazines, first came to my mind is clothing in Japan are damn expensive! Why am I saying that? Well.. Everytime reading those fashion magazine, "Wowww.. That dress is just too fit on me!" Butttt.. When you move your head downward a bit, then you will sighhhhhhh.. After convert Japan Yen into Malaysia Ringgit, it still costs you around rm200!! Just a singlet man!! Sighhhh.. Wondering those Japanese girls how to survive in such a high living cost metropolitan! Geng!!

Nevermind.. Dont be sad, fashion freak! And also students like us who do not have so much budget on outfits, as UNIQLO Japan going to landed on Malaysia on 4th November 2010 in a newly shopping mall, Fahrenheit 88 which located at Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur, it will causing a bunch of fashion and yet trendy people go there pong chan them!!Don't miss it!! Hmm.. I guess I gotta wake up early on 9am to go Bukit Bintang have a look!! And also prepare some cash $$!! Haha.. and now here are the picture about UNIQLO Malaysia!! which i grabbed from internet! (wish I have a good camera now ><)

Here is the arrangement of their stuffs. I guess every concept store should varies in their concept. Anyway, I will find it out on tomorrow!! Yeehaa.. Really cant wait for tomorrow!!( No tutorial class tomorrow since my English tutor had taking on leave earlier for her Deepavali holiday) One word, UNIQLO really inspiring la!! xD

That's Japan fleece that you can wear it as your jacket in cold lecture hall. Don't simply put in on yourself since Malaysia are always having HOT weather unless you want to be a roasted chicken or duck. We really don't mind it :) Ahh..Well.. Since there are so many choices as shown in that adv, I gonna buy 1 if there is my favorite colour or monogram. 

UNIQLO's Tshirt!! Yeahh.. I love tshirt as well. Simple and just nice especially for me. Not thin and not that fat, a moderate body shape. By just putting up a tshirt which have some words or pictures on it with jeans, it definitely shows your characters as well to others!! Casual and sporty when you wearing a sport shoes!! Oh yeahh..That's the style! I say it! :D

The first time i looked on their advertisement on the giant adv board, my mouth was just =O " a big O shape" Walao wehhhhh.. So damn cheap man!! The jeans just cost rm49.90 man!! Kinda cheap!! I wanna buy another jeans for myself! Lets count! I can buy almost 5 UNIQLO jeans compare with Levi's jeans!! Oh yeahh!! I am falling in love with Denim man!! ( Please don't call me shopaholic! I aint a shopaholic! I just spend with my own money!! )

 Guys, just go to their website Uniqlo to win their rm20 voucher. It just simple and easy. One person can win their voucher 3 times per day. So meaning tomorrow after going to pay a visit to their retail store I gonna win more vouchers too. Hope Lady Luck can smile on me tomorrow so that I can win the ticket fly to Tokyo from Kuala Lumpur!! I really craving for a trip man, especially Japan. And..tomorrow I just need to spend rm29.90 to buy my jeans already!! Hahaa.. Jumping on my feet nw!! Gotta print the voucher out tonight!! Yeehaa~~ See you guys tomorrow!!!!!!

我们可以不长大，但是要牢记一些话!!

1. 要习惯不发短信，少打电话的生活。

2. 等待，本身就是一个错误，那就更不要让别人去等你。

3. 请你记住看的开一点，伤的就会少一点。

4. 许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，一如感情：错过了，遗憾了，才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。

5. 毕业是个残忍的季节，成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。一切都会在秋冬交替的刹那间随风而逝，唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动...

6. 珍惜手边的幸福，不要等到失去以后才悔不当初，也许，你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身上。

7. 人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人，但是车也会有停下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，当你下去的时候你挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路.

8. 有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼，却影响到你的一生。有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落。有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁。

9. 不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他。 

10. 曾经青涩的感受，曾经单纯的表达，  

      曾经真诚的体会，曾经无法割舍的留恋……  

      正在经历的幸福，正在憧憬的美好，  

      正在成长的兴奋与惶恐……走过的年轻，      

      渐渐地长大，在你我共同的记忆里，      

      有那些在校园中传唱着的动听的歌。

11. 一个人过了二十岁，就不会动不动就许下承诺，也不会再动不动就为了理想放弃这、放弃那。成熟的男人要有思想更要有理智。

12. 无论自己身处何种状态，都不要放弃和忘记学习，人最可怕的就是满足，请继续保持野心，有野心理想不一定实现，但是有野心你才会前进，才会不堕落。

13. 不要指望对方为你付出一切，你觉得你的重量真的或者应该比父母、朋友更重要？如果说你很重要，那只是比其中一个或几个重要，但是也许在必要时她会为你付出生命！

14. 不要太看重梦想，吃饱饭才是一切的前提；不要太看重现实，他肯陪着你，已经是足够了。

15.爱情不是生活的一切，20岁了，应该知道那只是生活中的一部分，天天儿女情长，为情所困的男人连女人都会鄙视他。

16. 每当你无聊的时候，总是会给你短信的那个人，才是关心你的人。不要因为习惯就觉得那是应该的。你应该知道没有事又没有企图，还会给你电话的人不多了，如果聊很久的话你应该懂得为什么。

17. 每个人都会累，没人能为你承担所有伤悲，人总有一段时间要学会自己长大。

18. 人可以冷漠，不可以冷血。比如你在街上看见一个乞丐，你可以不给他钱，因为你冷漠，不要说他可能是骗子，这不是你不帮他的理由；你如果看也不看一眼扔给他几毛钱，那是冷血。

19、爱情是两个人的，如果你只是口头说的多爱多爱，但是当他要求你为他做顿饭的时候，你还反问一句“为什么不是男的做饭？”，那你觉得你配说爱他吗？你是否想过当他父母说你是穷小子，不同意你们时，他为你顶撞父母时的压力。

20. 你可以不相信爱情，但是不可以不相信爱。

21. 要学会说“你的眼泪，与我无关”。

22. 如果手机里的老朋友联系的越来越少，不要觉得孤单，那是必然的。

23. 要永远记住感情和婚姻不能建立在金钱之上，选择一个可以跟你同舟共济，可以跟你一起承受人生挫折的人。

24. 男人可以哭，但是不可以轻易认输。

25. 健康高于一切，理智大于情感，父母永远是第一位。

26. 付出没有得到回报那很正常，就像食堂里吃饭，给的钱一样，别人碗里的肉比你多一样的道理.

27. 不要为一个心爱的女人放弃自己做人的原则，可以放下架子但不能丧失自己，大男子主义未尝不好，

28. 如果不能给一个女人基本的物质生活，你拿什么说出你的爱。

29. 无论你从事什么职业，要记住对得起你做人的良心。

30. 那些只要求有房有车的女人远点，请把爱多给父母一些吧，不要为了追求自己未来生活的舒适，牺牲父母毕生的心血，你的目标不是努力让自己的子女未来生活的好，而是让父母能过上你现在想要过的生活，牺牲自己，让他们享受到他们应该享受的生活。

31. 朋友不需要天天联系，如果他需要你的时候请把他的事当成自己的事去办，竭尽所能

32.   24岁前你可以有很多份感情，因为那时你年轻，24岁之后请不要轻易说爱，许下的诺言就是欠下的债。

33. 请努力的改掉自己的脾气和大男子主义，不要以为那很酷，很个性，应该知道那很致命。

34. 不要说没有一个女人可以征服你，如果你愿意，请放下你那处女座特有的追求完美和过于挑剔的特点吧，让自己很愿意去听那个人的话吧。

35. 人生有很多改变自己命运的机会，这些机会要你自己去寻找，去把握，而不是等待别人给你。

36. 永远保持一颗向上的心，不要沉溺于自己过去的记忆和成绩。

37. 要用心对待你身边的每一个人。

38. 25岁到35岁，人生最重要的10年。目标是妻子、孩子、房子、车子、票子、面子。

39. 要时刻记得感恩于那些在人生路上帮助过你的人。

Lets Plant The Seed of Faith In Your Heart!

Today, I had attended church service which I had left out for about one month. Sorry God for couldn't make it because I was busy working during sem break. By the way, the feeling coming back into God's house is just so pretty awesome! Yeahhh

Despite waking up late, I am so sorry about that. I promise that I wont be late anymore so that everyone in church van will be arrive church on time. Sorry for those who waiting me in the bus station and wasted their time just to wait me this PIGGY!!! ><

Oh yeah..Back to the topic! As christian, we often hear the sermons about having faith in God. God is a providing God, He gives everything we want when we ask from Him ( Ehhh..nt those evil things, asking God help you to kill the 1 you hate those a..) Some more, God will give us more than what we expected sometimes. And now, I just want to share a testimony over here.

Last week, really thank God that giving me an opportunity to have a short trip for myself after being so busy working during holiday. God is really great indeed. Actually I planned to go Malacca for this coming sem break, be a backpacker! But God looked at me so tired, people so syok having holiday and enjoy enjoy themselves goyang kaki at home while I was working so hard, so he blessed me with a Malacca trip with a bunch of friends. ( That's what I think la, maybe God doesnt think that way ><)

Having 3 days 2 nights trip in Malacca, we all do visit a lot of places. Jonker Street, A Famosa, Red house, seashore, Ship Museum, satay celup, Menara Taming Sari~~~ Really enjoyed myself to d max!!! And the whole trip we no need to pay for accomodation those, really save a lot. Thx to my fren, Lin Sye and Wen Jie for being our tourist throughout this trip! We really have a lot of funs!

At Melaka River Cruise, sitting on the boat watching the scenic panaroma of Melaka

Inside the Ship Museum

 

Oh well..Thats too much if I just continue upload photos we taken in Melaka trip. We kept on taking pics wherever we go. Hahaa

So, having faith in God that I want to go Melaka trip this small wish had been done by God! Amen!! ( I had save a lot of money and the memories together we had in Melaka, there was nothing can be replaced)

 Thx God for arranging such those new friends in my life and they had cheered my life! 

Putting faith in God sometimes really duno hw to say..U memang know that sometimes really hard to be done, but you put faith in God that He will help you gao dim while you are doubting His ability to help you solve the problem. ( Human really a doubtful animal, always doubted people around them is it got the ability to help them settle their problems) As in Mark 11:22, "Have faith in God" Jesus answered. When we put faith in God, meaning we had taken the first step towards success.

 

Secondly, have faith in you! Meaning we need to have faith in our own self. Believing that you can make a difference and also a breakthrough in your life, definitely it really impact your life. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" --Philippians 4:13

Last but not the least, have faith in others. Others eithered as best friends, friends but still rememeber, we all v paiseh asking people help you take pic wo..Some more nt a digital camera pun >< 1 Corinthias 13:7 

Sometimes when we are in the lowest point of our life, just turn around your back or just lift up your chin, maybe there will be a totally difference compare with your current situation. 

Sooooooo lerrr..Put our faith in God and make a prayer when we are in need. Cause God is really great all the time. Just do our best and God will do the rest but with tern and condition-------- Put faith in God!!!!!