Out of my expectation!

2nite is d 2nd time u called me..i really cant figure out anything d moment u calling me on phone.. D 1st time u called me is on Sunday nite..around 11pm if nt mistaken..we chatted bout 8 mins thn u hang up d phone..I stil cn remember vividly tat u was on ur way goin out to da bao ur supper..Hahaa..No wonder stil can hear some noise n oso d d sound of a motorbike passed by..It was so lifely..


N yet in my heart u had left some good impression..Perhaps.. xD I love ur smile..especially whn u showed ur teeth unintentionally..Although it was nt white as though adv artists, but at least it attracted me! Bwuahaha..Hmm..Jz nw..i was smsing u at first..mayb jz wn to find sum1 to express my feeling at tat perticular moment..N thn, i jz found ur name! it was soooooo...Duno hw to describe..I jz typed d msg thn sent it to u..After taken my dinner around 12am, i jz msg u n told u wt had i done..


Love is in d air? Perhaps..Or i jz think too much? Mayb all of these things go another way round..Mayb u jz treat me as a normal fren wt..Oni wn to find sum1 to chase away ur loneliness..N ngam ngam hou i was bored n ntg to do wf..Ma answer ur call lo..xD


Well well..All of these mayb jz 1of the way u treat a female fren whn she feel lonely..n u r trying to cheer her up..I dn wn risk anything b4 i made confirm wf it..Although i nvr fall in love deeply in someone, but at least i noe hw hurt it is once broke up wf ur bf/gf..Once i have make a decision to let u bcum mine 1 day, i guess i will try all my best to be wf u..Cz life nvr repeat, once it over, it jz over..This is the oni thing in world we cant replace n even buy it wf money..Time, life..So jz colour my life wf brushes n try to face it wf a heart of grateful n thankful! Thx God for givin me a chance to get to noe such a fren n i noe U hav a plan in my life..Oh Lord, plz lead n guide me a partner n I believe tat You have a great plan for me! In the name of Jesus i pray, Amen!


p/s: the ending ends lik a bit weird but who cares..This is my BLOG!!!! ;D

MAS Traveller

Currently i m helping to promote those big company's campaign

The MAS Traveller..but seemed like it jz giving away the fair price ticket for those ppl who r travel away Malaysia..wt a shitty n yet meaningless..anyway, i jz wn to promote it in my blog..so do click on tat link if u r free..Appreciate it! ;D

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/letspromote/mas-traveller

Oh well..jz feel lik a bit creepy..woke up at 6.15am..hell dude..i cant expect tat i was so energetic after waking up..Cz i was always lik leaping out of my bed..made a dash so i could catch up the UTAR bus..i wn dn wn to b LATE!especially if i take metrobus instead of late, i stil nid to walk a a few MILES of road..pacing duno hw many steps to enter our campus compund..Go up and dwn frm d tarc gate..it is pretty FAR! 

Arghh..having menstruation torture nw..i guess i hav been quite number of days didnt get my secretion out frm my stomach..tats y feeling unwell these few days..after comin bac frm kampar, guess i nid to buy a bottle to make d ginseng drink for myself..Dn wn mom to chastened on me whn i m goin bac nxt time.."Why dn u finish drinking d ginseng!?? It is so expensive u noe..rm480 a bottle..N it is good for ur skin..u cn do mask wf tat ginseng powder..bla bla blaaa.." Oh well..i really experienced it last time..really make my skin getting better..Even i was facing d period, my skin stil did nt popped out those tiny n little troublesome pimples!

Hmm..things doesnt get so well today..i cant get nice seat for my CT1 lecture..so nid to share a table wf Pui Ling..Some more nid to bear wf those architecture boys..HEY! Plz shut ur mouth up if u dn wn listen la..i nid to listen d ba..(i was sleeping at d back btw) Screw them! Anger in serena's voice was obvious whn she jz lifted her arm up out of sudden to inform our lecturer tat she couldnt hear wt she is talkin bout..I was in d same shoes wf her! In tat particular time! 

Seconds stretched into minutes and finally it was time to bac home. No UTAR bus for our Genting Klang. How could it be?! Grrr!!! nid to walk somewhr else outside d tarc college thn we cn bac..shit it! I m so tired of blaming those unfair situation..n things which against my will..everything went out of control but i believe tat God had put his wonderful plan on everything in my life even though a simple n yet tiny little thing..So jz FACE it! 

Its time to bolted into piles of assignment nw! 2molo is a better day i guess..No more rainy or cloudy day! i wn wash my clothes la..Goin kampar this comin thurs..A bit excited! Hhaaa..so 38..In the blink of an eye, i had been completed my foundation studies in kampar. SO fast huhh..time really flies..n my birthday is COMING!!! Oh GREAT!! Hahaa..its time to celebrate it wf frenz..Woohoo~~ So jz put faith on God tat i cn get more pocket money in d comin month..Cz i wn buy a JACKET!! As a present for myself oso nt bad..only rm20 baa..nt so expensive pun..xDxD 

P/S: Facing d night view of KL while writing this post..If there is hot chocolate in my hand with a tiramitsu cake, i guess it wil be a more wonderful night! Thank God for giving me a such Hmm..hw to say? a ordinary day? hahaaa..Love u God! Bless my family, my frenz and as well me for a better day for tomorrow! Cheerrss~~

Emo

Emo for these 2 days..i duno wt happen on me..havin period soon?Hmm.. I hav no IDEA at all..keep listening to songs..went shopping wf Kang Chun n Xiao Tim last sunday..We watched Karate Kids..n i bought 2 pants n 3 shirts frm ROMP n other boutiques respectively..Wearing high heels shoe to walk..made my leg freaking painful! I SWEAR tat i'll nvr wear tat shoes for outing nxt time..Wear in tawau stil ok..but nt KL..unless go for a date wf a male..He drives..thn tats okay.. Haha..but this kind of good day wont happen on me d la..( Dont think too much xD)

Hmm..kinda no mood to hav classes since yesterday..i duno y..no leng zai to muk? perhaps..no more momentum for me to move forward..should i make reflection on myself? Sheryl..dn keep ur path on d same place..Keep move forward plz..D world is turning around..There are thousands, millions, billions of ppl r struggling hard to achieve d best in their life..get the things they want..MOney, status, recognition frm society and also their own family..friends..SOOOOOOOOoo, jz take some initiative to make myself bcum stronger..At least i cn protect d 1 tat i love in future.. ;D

Went jusco wf yvonne, my new fren who is comin frm Brunei..pretty cool rite? Ahhmm..we went thr by bus..bought a lot..meatball, HL milk, potatos, tomatoes, biscuits..n milo all those stuffs..cz kinda ngiak if drinking milk every morning..Some more it is cold..bought Milo, so at least cn drink some hot drinks, make my stomach feels better..sipped wf biscuits..Lagi best! Haha..my afternoon ended up wf carrying 3 packets of things..FULL!! Freaking HEAVY!! i gt to carry them to cross d bridge..walk about 300m thn reach my condo! It was so TIRING!! Gosshhh..i gt to find a BF who cn DRIVE!!! Hahaa..at least cn help me to carry smtg..no nid so ma fan!! Arghhh!!!

Went for gym jz nw..agn..i guess i start to love d feeling of sweating..Of course sweating in d proper time la..nt always sweating all d time ba..if it does, make me pai seh oni..Wondering hw come my secretion system so geng a..my leg n hand wil sweating if i m in d tension situation..in Chinese, this is called 盗汗,,Saw my classmates swimming..greeted me thn he continued to swim..N i gymed for almost an hr thn left thr..

After tat..no more appetite to eat my dinner..so ended up wf yogurt n yakult..Long time din eat yogurt nia..a bit sticky whn eating it..too concentrated..so i jz added some water inside, make it smoother to eat..It was jz ngam ngam hou..ngam my appetite..LOL!!!

Hmm.fin chatting wf a fren, Nien Lee..who jia lat me last week..Put aeroplane for me..so bad..Made me so early wake up jz to wait him to hav breakfast wf me..really kena za dao lo..Haiyerrr..made me so pek chek..Anyway, he jz promised me tat he'll bring me go Ipoh nxt time if i m goin bac kampar to hav a visit..Yuhooo~~I cn go Ipoh play liao..since i went thr b4 jz for a morning..Shit! Bad experience..lazy to mention it..

Anyway, today jz ended lik tat..hope tat 2molo wil b a better day..Ronald and Aunt Annie are at kl nw..So if possible i'll go to hav a meet up wf them in times square or where else..heheee..If lagi possible, mayb go for a movie or wt..Since Sex and the City 2 is jz comin out..i cant wait for it! And also The A Team..jz fin watching their trailer..macam nt bad jiang..Hahaa..this 2 movies i wn WATCH!! Heheheeeeeeee...

P/S: Hope tat 2molo wil b a better day!!! Cheers!!! Spain vs Switzerland 2nite!!! FIFA rocks!!

Feel awkward for d 1st time..i had no tat kind of feeling for so long..but nw it was jz appeared n shown on my face..Being new to a gathering which i attended for d 1st time..Christian Fellowship..B4 d gathering was begin,i had d feeling tat it wasnt a good start for me..so far til nw..cz d person who fetch me was waiting me in d wangsa maju lrt station while i was usin lrt to tmn melati after she jz gav me a call..

Everything was goin smoothly after tat but d moment i stepped into d unit which is located in PV6, i cant felt d warmth frm d society member..perhaps d culture over here is quite diff wf d previous in kampar n oso my hometown, Tawau..Hmm..everything doesnt go well as wt i expected..

after the ice breaking games..wat chicken googles la..wt chicken dance la..finally it came to an end..FINALLY!!!

miss d moment spend wf d sisters n brothers in Kampar..so hard to find bac d feeling being part of d big family..at least sometimes u cn get some msg who was sent by Ling Si n Dorcas..asking us to take k of ourselves..pray more whenever we meet any probs.. Aikss..hope this cell group cn bring bac d same feeling as previous 1..Cheer up gal.. ;D

出世在哪天决定你的性格？

Saturday Woman

星期六出生的女子，在外表上总是带著一种神秘感，她不轻易让人窥视她的内心世界。个性独立自主，十足真性情的星期六女子，和一般传统温柔典雅的小女人不同的是，这种女性最令人难以抗拒的是，她的历练与智慧。外表冷艳、自持力重的她们，内心其实热情澎湃，不到最后关头，绝对不会将「我爱你」三个字说出口。

这种女性的成熟干练，时常令慕名的男性望之怯步。不过如果欣赏这一类的女性，不妨大胆的表达自己的爱意，因为她们的反应，一定会令你大吃一惊。一旦投入了一段关系，会马上收起近乎女强人的面目，变成一个不折不扣的小女人，专心的以爱情为主，并且努力使爱人欢喜。 她们的人生历练通常极为丰富，冷静而理智，心胸也十分开阔，不会像一般女孩子爱发小姐脾气，或是凡事斤斤计较，怨天尤人。通常要她们爱上你，得先让她们信任你。

Woww..看到这个post时,都蛮惊讶一下的..不知哪个心理医生分析人类出世的日子竟然会有关系到他们的性格喔..几厉害一下的..小妹我真是佩服他们咯..还特地去找找我出世在哪一天..才翻到我在星期六出世geh.. 神秘? 我有吗？感觉好像19岁的我蛮多话讲得咯..什么东西都可以讲..但是要在我有mood的时候啦..如果没有mood, 你讲什么我最多都会跟你笑一下酱咯..意思意思嘛.. xD 成熟干练啊..Haha..可能要等到我到了一定的年纪才有吧..现在讲太过早了..成熟..Hmm..有吗？有点点瓜..不知道啦..

(一旦投入了一段关系，会马上收起近乎女强人的面目，变成一个不折不扣的小女人，专心的以爱情为主，并且努力使爱人欢喜。) 我觉得会有可能吧..毕竟每个女孩都想要有个人来疼她..那种会把她放在手中,小心翼翼地爱护她，珍惜她的男人..可惜这种男人好难找啊..套句歌词..爱要耐心等待,仔细寻找，感觉很重要..也许在寻找幸福时,我们都要打开眼睛和耳朵..仔细寻找适合自己的另一半..感觉对了,就不要再拖拖拉拉，..也不要继续跟他/她暧昧下去..因为这样会让彼此很辛苦..爱,要大声说出来!!!!!!!

Well..说完了小妹我的那些啰嗦和所谓的爱情观,还是那句话..I'm stil SINGLE and AVAILABLE..Any1 who is interested to befriend wf me, i'm ok d ba..Hahaa..

给15岁的自己

听着刘若英的给15岁的我..
开始令我萌起念头想写写东西给15岁的我..


回顾4年前的我..
15岁的我..
还是懵懵懂懂..
总发现那时的我好像总是会惹出不少的笑话..
刚从中二升上来中三..
本来习惯迟起身的我..
突然要我那么早起身..
有时真的是要了我的小命..
而且那时还要跟着Joeshua妈妈的车来学校..
Phewww..
硬硬要我跟平时没有什么打招呼的邻居..
真是件困难的事..
没有办法咯..
只好把它当作是个机会让彼此非常陌生的人熟悉对方..


15岁的我..
有了6位好朋友陪伴在身边..
虽然有时候的我们为了一点点的小事吵架..
但是很快地，
我们又会和好了..
继续打打闹闹..


当时的我们,
虽然其中一位好朋友在隔壁班..
但是下课的时候..
我们七个好像会自动合体一样..
一起去洗手间..
一起去食堂..
一起去看帅帅的学长..
回想起那时的我们..
多么的风光啊..
学长学姐们都没有人不知道有着"七姐妹“这个封号的我们..
哈哈哈..
又不是有过人的美貌啦..
又不是有过人的家庭背景啦..
但是每次七人行的我们总是轻易地引起别人的注目..
也许人数太多？
七个人耶..
不多不少..
Lucky Seven?
哈哈..


15岁的我..
有了PMR exam的压力..
功课上我都会督促自己..
有时间就要温习功课..
尤其是我最喜欢的科目..历史..
总会在派回考卷时给了我不断的惊喜..
96/100
88/100
考到这样的成绩..
更让我对历史爱不释手..
总是让我在温习功课的时候把它排在第一位..
把那些历史想象成一连串的故事..
彼此都有关联性..
就会自然而然把它们牢牢记在脑海里..


15岁的我..
在中三那年拿到了top5..
是全级哦..
看到了当时的排名..
我永远不会忘记当时雀跃无比的我..
是多么高兴地回到家拨电话把这个好消息告诉父母..
可是却换来他们的一句话..
"你本来都应该拿这样的成绩”
唉..好失望啊..
算了吧..
还是继续努力把自己的功课搞好..
做好身为学生的本分..


终于..
年尾PMR成绩出来时,
非常幸运地,
我成为了其中的Straight As Student..
看着自己的照片在学校的荣誉榜上..
原来..
付出的努力是没有白费的..
尤其是在我没有什么把握拿A的华文竟然可以拿A!!!
Walao weehh..
真是感谢主咯..
因为我还记得那时写华文作文的时候..
我还是在last minute 的时候终于赶完..
真是谢天谢地..
Hahaaa...


十五岁的我,
在下半年就成为了St John 的AJK
想当时的我..
为了要成为AJK,
付出了汗水和泪水..
被叫去轰炸一轮啦..
代表St John去比赛操步啦..
付出了时间和金钱..
当然..
一切的汗水都是没有白费的..
终于..
我们夺下了冠军..
暌违已久的冠军杯..
牢牢地握在学长的手中..
那种雀跃无比的感受真的难以形容..
因为我们实在太久没有夺回我们的冠军了!!!!


虽然这个喜悦的结果是大家都被晒黑了..
可是我们仍然都觉得很值得..
(事后的我总是都要涂很多的whitening lotion..)
BUt everything is stil worth..
;D


就这样..
15岁的我..
平平淡淡地过完..
没有好像其他人跟家里闹起革命..
跟男女朋友在一起..
分手..
哭哭啼啼..
做些疯狂的事..
也许这也是我的性格啦..
静静酱..
没有什么事情就不要来烦我..
(太过压抑自己的感情?)
也许吧..
但总括来说,
至少我没有对不起15岁的我..
;D


p/s: 太久没有更新我的blog了..不知道要怎样去做ending..So 不要怪我baa.. xDxD